.Sunday, January 29, 2012 ' 1/29/2012 01:15:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 408:
have been busy with work..the busy i mean...
is really super busy. sometimes, i dont even have time to rest.
life totally sucks....
if only life can be......
you say that i'm still the same...
as hardworking as usual...
but in the first place...
i'm nvr hardworking...
have you ever understand me??
things that i do is not because i'm hardworking...
just that i know what are the things that i should do...
anyway,
getting old le...
yesterday girl bought a back rester.
den i sat on it.
after standing up i can totally feel the pain from my back...
cause when the pain is there for very long,
you'll get used to the pain. and it actually dont really brings any harm to my back..
but den...
because the back rester is meant to relieve your back pain...
so, when i get up..i totally dont feel like moving..
cause i when i move i can feel the pain...
haiz...
really old le....
life just sucks yea?
.Monday, December 19, 2011 ' 12/19/2011 10:01:00 AM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 407:
like what i've always say.
life is never wonderful...
everyone have their own problem...
some choose to show it out,
some choose to say it out,
some choose to keep within themselves.
and some....choose to remember only the good stuffs in their life...
for the 1st one and 2nd one, ppl will label them as "attracting attention".
for the 3rd one, ppl will label them as " unwilling to share"
and for the the last one, ppl will just think that, "your life is wonderful already, what are you not happy with??"
have you ever encounter these types of ppl?
i guess, the 1st and 2nd are more common..
someitmes, i just thought that, maybe they need a way to let themselves out...
since, everyone's stress thereshold is different...
and i also realize that, as we grow up...we tend to be cynical....
isn't it?
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oh wells...
it's coming to the end of 2011..
and guess what??
sometimes, i really hope that 20121221 do exist...
haha...
anyway, matt is coming back!!!
hahahaha...actually i feel quite guilty for not meeting him previously before he left to aust...
that time was busy with LPA performance...
alomost everyday have to stay in school till midnight...
even on that day of his departure...
i didnt go and see him off...
only send him a text message...
now he's coming back for a few weeks...
i hope i can get to meet him..haha...
if not..i'll be super duper guilty!
anyway, have been working for almost a month...
everyday have to do the boring job...
really sian ttm...
what can i say??
life suck ttm...
HAHAHAHAAHAH
.Saturday, November 26, 2011 ' 11/26/2011 09:58:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 406:
人生的意义是什么？
为什么当你快乐的在享受快乐的时候，
噩耗会降临。
为什么老天爷给予的幸福，
那么容易就被收回？
不知道为什么会想起 陳綺貞 - 旅行的意義。
.Monday, October 31, 2011 ' 10/31/2011 11:39:00 AM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 405:
舍得舍得，不舍不得。。。
in the midst of looking for my "path"....
i cant remember if i've mention that i went to look for this so call "fortune teller"...
haha... superstitious? i have no idea at all...
but what i know is that...
whatever she say about my cousins and sister are all so accurate...
only mine....is not accurate at all....
haha..maybe it's just the decision that i've made at every moment...
with different decision you've made, you'll be able to receive different outcome...
that's what i always believe...
but sometimes, decision aren't so easily made...
to make a choice between "give up" or "i believe that i can do it. i just have to go through this. challenge accepted."
do you have this kind of pressure??
things will come out differently if you push yourself to the max.
however, there are times whereby i just want to slack at one corner.
give up and unwilling to put in more effort...
and whenever this thought comes in...
another thought will follow...
"how can i give up so easily? without putting in any effort?? i'm a loser if i did that"
denial in progress...
and...i'm stuck...
no improvement....nothing i can do....
unless i get myself out of this thinking process...
.Friday, September 23, 2011 ' 9/23/2011 11:11:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 404:
11.11....
this few days have to go to grandma house everyday...
cause uncle they all are not at home...
left grandma and grandpa...
grandma old already...
so, sometimes, she's a little bit blur..
so have to go over to look after grandpa..
although we thinks that hiring a nurse to stay at their house will be better...
but...
grandpa is very stubborn...
he says that he feels alright..
so he don't need anyone to help...
we know the consequences..
just that no one dares to tell him the truth...
the malay uncle's son that's staying next to grandpa when he's admitted to hospital said that...
grandpa looks alright...
maybe it's because of use...
going down everyday to accompany him...
talking to him...
cheering him up...
it's just that he's not around the first few days...
the morphine that the doc prescribe for him make him sleep the whole day...
i remember saying that i don't like to go hospital..
because it's troublesome...
but now, even it's troublesome...
i'll still go down everyday...
because we know grandpa feels better seeing us...
he'll be happy seeing us quarreling...arguing...and complaining...
人生最大的改变就是变了
.Tuesday, September 20, 2011 ' 9/20/2011 09:45:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 403:
why must you people start concerning about other people when you all know that things are serious?
even if it's not serious...
don't you think that it's part of your duty??
if this continues...
one day...you all will regret....
had a dream last night...
inside the dream..i saw a few familiar faces...
so....
i went to look through my primary school class photo..
guess what??
there's a alot of ppl that i cant rmb their name...
some i don't even remember their existence..
i feel so bad...
maybe because what i always recall is only part of the memory i have...
the things that you remembered...
may not be the facts...
.Wednesday, September 14, 2011 ' 9/14/2011 12:22:00 AM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 402:
well~
somehow...i think that i rejected the show for this week is correct...
too many things going on...
my sis and i was so tired that we fall asleep on each other during the journey back home today...
每天就像是赚了一天
有时候，真的觉得自己太傻了
这个世界上是没有谁没了谁就不行
太习惯赚牛角尖
所以才会活得那么辛苦吧
sometimes, i wonder when will he realize his mistake...
whenever i thought that he realize his mistake..and thought that he's going to change..
everything went back to normal...
is not that everyone has high hopes on him...
he's the eldest among us...
but he's the one that grandpa worried the most...
when he came to visit grandpa the past few days...
is like he's totally a different person...
but...i guess...this won't last long...just like the previous time...
我有多希望你能在这边。
至少，陪在我身边。
听我发发牢骚我也会很开心。
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