.Saturday, February 25, 2006 ' 2/25/2006 11:15:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
LoST DaiRy CHpt 12:
hai....firstly wanted to say sorri to someone who i have said something hurting to him...i reali have no intention of it...so sorry...haiz...just say for the sake for saying maybe to make myself to feel less guilty as he will nvr cum n see my blog coz he duno my add...lol...but still feel like saying sorry abt the sms thing...if "u" came across here...so sorry abt it...have no meaning of saying it...plz forgive mi...[:(]herm...finally DT week over n my test all over...but sure fail veri badly for a a maths as i give up de whole paper...so sad sia...bt better den sum of de 306 gals...dey cry just bcoz de paper is so diff...cry for wad...crazy ar...feeling so confused...duno wad i shld do...making lots of mistake...doing lots of silly tings...doing tings tt ppl will start hating mi...bt...making mi so confused with all these tings...will i still be de same old mi as time goes by??will i still the person that all my friends have known for many years??everyone need to rest at diff time of their life...n nw maybe is de time for mi to rest...at tis moment...i muz forget tings tt i need to forget...nt to make myself sad...remember de happi moments tt u all as my friends have gave mi...no matter wad...i will have to sort up tings together...n at tt right moment...i will come bck...but how long i shld let myself to rest...too tired le...tired of everyting...everyting tt have happen around mi...sick n tired of myself...hating myself more n more...no matter how i hate myself..i m still mi...n my principle of living is to be optimistic n smile as much as u can coz it is better to smile compared to be sad de whole day...making urself miserable...for wad rite...making ur own self sad n miserable...
The most hurting words that you can hear frm a friend of urs is not that your friend hate you or what...is just that they are telling the truth...letting you know...n at the same moment...hoping that you will understand but not being hurt by all the hurting words that ur friend have said... people have their own principle in living...but we also must remember that no matter what...true friends are always there n telling you things that no one will tell you...