lost dairy chpt 354:



seriously...
i'm going crazy...
yesterday night when i was waken up by my mum's ringtone...
the first thing that comes to my mind is not to pick up that phone...
the first thing that comes to my mind is melodyne...
shit man...
all my mind is abt MMP...

didn't really have enough sleep today...
haha...
slept for ard 2hr or less den 3hr??
e first thing when lx step into the class and saw me is "wha,wad time u sleep yst?"
i'm so freaking tired...

and....i saw kwang hui on bus today...
stupid kwang hui keep on commenting on my hair...
idiot...
is like only 4 bus stop and 85% is talking abt my short hair...
thanks ar...

anyway...
no matter how hard i tried...
i just cant change certain things...

lost dairy chpt 353:


phew...
i'm so screwed!!!
yesterday stayed in school for mixing till 10.40...
haiz...so tired...
den morning 7.50 reach school to do the mixing again...

sometimes i wonder...
wad's so good abt our course??
need to do so many stuffs..
and sometimes...
u'll get played by the com...

haiz...
ok..i should stop complaining...
cause victor and fahmi they all stayed till 12...
den nw..they are still in school doing the mixing...
why am i at home??
haha..cause gt piano lesson...=(
i rather stayed in school...

so...i'm not the ke lian one...haha...
looking on the bright side...
although mixing is tiring..
but there's alot of fun stuffs during the process....
so funny that i cant stop laughing...
HAHA!!!

counting down to...
1 week...=D

lost dairy chpt 352:

life seriously sucks...
homeworks...
projects...
problems..
targets...
future...
all sucks till the core....

guess wad??
the more i want to hold my temper...
the more i cant control it...

the more i want to get rid of it...
the more it stick to my mind and wont let it go...

the more i want to act like everything will be fine..
the more things pop up and messing up my life...

lost dairy chpt 351:


haiz...
why am i like this???
seriously..i hate this sem...
making me stress up with so many things..
cant things come out one by one bt nt in one go?

wanted to hack so much...
bt den...part of me is like telling me that...
i cant be irresponsible like them...
so...i'm trying very hard to work for wad i'm suppose to do...
bt...seems that...
no matter how hard you try...
nothings gonna change the situation...
because the people are not changing...
i agree that most of the times, i don't know wad i want...
cause...i always go with my feeling...
hence, you may listen to 2 sides of the story...
bt...it dosen't mean that i'm saying a big fat lie...
i just say wad i feel at that very moment...

trust me...
some people is just not gonna change...
but...i really hope that someone will change....for good....

the only thing that i'm looking forward to is next week...
please....
don't pop up any nonsense next week...
i'm so going to enjoy myself next week...
don't spoil my mood...
ok...mood is already spoiled...
just don't give any more nonsense...

lost dairy chpt 350:

i'm nw a stretch rubber band...
nt enough sleep...
cant catch up with my school work...
duno how to do my stupid MMP and PCN project...
everything is pilling up...

i cant handle my own problem..
yet still need to worry for others...
ice cream cant help anymore...
all i do is...hai...hia...hai...
haiz...
i cant control myself anymore...

this sem is terrible...
i duno how am i going to survive through everything...
wad i want nw is to find a way to relax...MY MIND!!!
dun need to care anything...
dun need to do anything...

duno why...
i really have the urge of giving up...
these is bringing me to nowhere...
what i want to do now...is to escape...

is too tiring to live like this...

lost dairy chpt 349:

haha...today so many funny stuffs happen..LOL

1st:
today went to lib to watch movie for the 3hr break...HAHA!!
the 2 guys sitting horizontally beside us is watching a horror film...
i'm some how attracted to one of the scene...
den i ask gina to look...haha...
den the very next moment...i laugh out...
guess wad???
HAHA...one of the guy is so afraid that he use his hp to block his view!!haha...
den the other guy sitting very far...trying to act cool by putting his hand infront of his face!!!
omg....so damn funny la that scene...
gina and i cant stop laughing...
although the movie that we're suppose to concentrate and watch is a sad film...HAHA...
omg...i still cant stop laughing whenever i recall that scene..
and they did more than one time!!!

2nd:
was on my way back home today...
den suddenly receive ct's call...
ask me wanna watch 'fourth child' with him and his friends...
den he told me to watch cause his friends wanna book couple seat..
den he's the odd one out...haha
ask me to accompany him..LOL!!!
he dun wan to ask his class girl cause of some reason...
i was laughing like hell in the bus...haha...
so damn funny...
actually wanna go with him...
bt den..his lesson ends at 6 and they want to watch at AMK...
hello~...
my lesson ends at 12 and i live in the east side...
HAHA!!!
who wants to go AMK at the late evening??
LOL...

and...i'm really super tired...i wanna go sleep le...

lost dairy chpt 348:

haiz...
i'm so tired...
i duno why...
seems that i'm getting v tired nw adays...
haiz...
anyway...
finally the first week is going to over le...
and nw...just have to wait for the end of this month=)

did i mention that my new house here...
the ge yin nt very gd...
haha....
den last month during christmas...i can hear my neighbour practicing his christmas carol...
damn funny...
den nw...
i tink he might be thinking that i'm a rocker!!!
haha...
cz this few days i keep on repeating listening to xiao gui and zhang zhen yue's song!!!
haha...

ok...i just wanna blog abt smth...haha
cz...i still cant solve my stupid em3a using sn...
shit...dateline is this coming fri..

I WANNA WATCH BREAKOUT!!!

lost dairy chpt 347:

haha...was reading wc's blog just nw...
thanks ar...
bt..i dun tink dec babies love to live in their own world...
haha...maybe e problem just lies on me and ur friends...haha!!!
and...a
i'll try to remind you everything when we're 26...
bt...hmm..somehow...i tink that i'll be reminding u everytime we meet each other!
haha....dun nd to wait till 26...
HAHA...
anyway....cheer up yea??
just like wad i said in my previous post...
you'll need only a few best friends...
so...dun b too sad...
those who make u sad...just treat them as passerby A and B!!!

haha...i'm going to smash my laptop...
cause of the stupid EM3A qn....
freaking difficult...
still need to use SN to solve it...
hate it men....

AND!!!!
AVT PHOTO EXHITIBTION!!!
6th Jan-19th Jan!!!!
do drop down to NP library if you guys are free=D
there will be photos taken by me and of course my classmates!!!!

Peilin

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