.Friday, June 24, 2011 ' 6/24/2011 12:42:00 AM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 393:
haha...wanted to record down this moment...
there are a few friends that you'll encounter...
one...backstabs you and never let them enter your world ever again...
one word: hate
second, people that u don't really like...but you don't mind then being around u...
third...friends that you just get to know after a few meetings...
forth...friends that you like them and treasure them...
lastly...friends that you love them as much as you do...
and no matter what they've done and what you've done...
they'll never leave you...because they are there for u...
no matter what...
two words: true friends
i got a few for the first...
some for the second...
many for third..
tons for the forth...as most of my friends...i like them for who they are...
but lastly...i'm happy that i got at least 12 of them....
6 from my secondary school...
and 6 from my poly...
secondary school:
Matt, Cindy, Grace, CT, kitty and WC...from my sec school life...
each of them plays different roles...
some,we've gone through many things together...mostly hard times...
some, is because they've brighten my life during the miserable time...
some, they're like shelter to me...
some one who i can escape to and leave everything behind me for a moment...
Poly:
Yennting is the first person i know from my poly...and i love her for who she is...
some ppl may not like her...
but, once u know her well...u'll love her...because u'll understand her very well very fast...
she's not a fake person...
and she know's me well not long after we know each other...
Gina...haha...a person that looks like she can take care of herself very well
including relationships with ppl around her..but..honestly...she fail...
haha...but, a wonderful friend=D gone through many things with her...
and i believe that things will get better for the two of us...
Chenchian...haha...no one knows that we're that close...haha..
actually we start to get close during the last sem...
things have been though for her...
and i like her attitude towards some things...
like me...stubborn...haha...
but also..another one who don't know how to handle relationships with ppl...
haha..some how i understand ppl who don't know how to handle relationship...haha...
and i hope that she'll be the one of the most xin fu person that i've ever know...
wardah and erza: let's sum them together...things are good during the start...but turns sour in the middle...but during attachment...we get closer...because of some stuff that they did...
i've been sad for a period..
however, after some talking...things are getting better...
and i love them for who they are...no faking here...
last but not least...Aloy!:what can i say...sometimes, i feel much better talking to him...so, some times, when i don't feel good. i'll like to pester him alot...haha...i used to say that he cant be trusted...because he'll tell other ppl abt your things...but, now den i know is that...he know what he should say and what he should not...and...i'm really happy that i get to know him...a friend that i can tell him anything..and i'm willing to listen to him about everything...even it's some random talks when he need to has to be awake during standbys....
most of my poly and sec schoold friends are under the forth...
to me...i love them all..
haha...just like what i used to tell a old friend of mine...
friends don't need to stay contact to each other everyday...
even once for a while, you'll still find warmth from them...
i'm lucky because i don't really HATE some one for no reasons...
so, i still find warmth among friends...
and i also love my family!!!!
.Wednesday, June 22, 2011 ' 6/22/2011 12:08:00 AM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 392:
suddenly, there's this urge to write down something..
haha...oh wells~..
yesterday dad mention his name...
and somehow...
i just change the topic and don't want to hear what's going to cont...
i regret introducing him to my dad...
even to my family...
although my mum and sis stop talking abt him for ages...
but my dad....
haiz....
i'm a aimless person now...
i had no idea what i want to do...
all this while i only wanted to do one thing...
but, now, it's hard for me to fulfill..
last sat was chatting with my uncle...
he mention that studying overseas is actually not a bad idea..
which i totally agree with him...
is a kind of training...
i'm not those kind of ppl that have to cling to my parents...
cling to my country because my country is safer den others...
my grandpa just walk past and i can sense that he's upset abt it...
maybe partly to my uncle too..
as no one dares to mention this topic infront of my grandpa...
everyone knows that grandpa don't like me going overseas and study..
he even told me a story abt his friend's grandson not coming back to singapore after his studies..
i know and understand from my grandpa's point of view...
and i promise him i won't go anywhere else..
and my grandpa is so afraid that i'll brea my promise that he keep on asking me to go apply for a uni...
that's very stress as i have no idea what i want to do...
ppl may think why must i listen to my grandpa??
because..he's the one that brought me up...
he's the one that accompanied me when my parents are working...
after my mum stop working because of me...
he stopped coming to my hse and look after me..
but in my memories, is all about him...
talking abt this...i'm also quite sorry towards my mum...
she gave up her job because of me...
if not, maybe she'll be like my aunt??
become her boss best helper??
haha!!! gina they all say that i'm not rebellious enough..
but guess what??
i'm quite rebellious when i'm young..haha...
when ever my mum wants to bring me to school...
i'll keep crying and crying...because i don't want my mum to go to work...
i'll not eat during breaks until my mum came back and ask me eat...hahaha!!!
den i'll pon school during k2...haha! cause i don't like school...
LOL!!! because my kindergarden is just 5 stories away from my house...
haha...den i went to hide inside my neighbour house...
cause i know if i went home my mum will hit me...haha...
i had all my dramas when i'm young...
that's why no more dramas for me now...
old already ar....haha....
life is full of dramas...
.Thursday, June 16, 2011 ' 6/16/2011 07:43:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 391:
dreamt abt you yesterday...
haha...i think that i'm crazy....
dreamt that i'm messaging you...
just like last time....
i missed my classmates nonsense so much!!!
omg...when can we meet up again??
next month will be a happening month..
going to work for water week...haha...
interesting....
hopefully my back will recover...
going to see bone specialist next month too...
mummy say after seeing the bone specialist den decide if i should do part time anot...
haix....
.Saturday, June 11, 2011 ' 6/11/2011 11:57:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 390:
to work or not to work???
haiz....
my back pain is not getting better...
and i don't feel like turning down the job offers...
everytime i reject one event means i've lost hundred plus...
omg....my heart pains when i see they money waving goodbye to me...
ppl ard me ask me not to be stubborn..don't force myself...
but, they dont understand...
what should i do??
omg!!!!!
anyway...
haiz...
i'm so lost right now...
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