.Friday, September 17, 2010 ' 9/17/2010 06:49:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 374:
just now grandma suddenly talk to me abt grandpa's will...
she told me that grandpa scared that he cant get to see me turn 21st yr old...
ask told grandma what to buy for me for my 21st birthday...
at that moment...
i feel like crying...
and grandma cried too...
alothough she didn't admit it...
but i saw her wipping her tears off...
no matter how i tell grandma that this won't happen...
she just shake her head and watch her tv...
may be it's like what the show say....
you may get used to alot of things in life...
can get use of thinking someone, loving someone...
get use to being strong and even heartbreak...
but the only thing that you cant get used is the lost of the loved ones...
it's true...
1yr ago...
outside the hospital ward...
everyone cant stop crying...
but no matter how much we cried...
once we get into the ward, we still need to put up the happy face in order for grandpa to be happy....
that time when aunt went overseas, she called back...
my mum don't want to let aunt know that she's crying...she pass me the phone...
aunt just asked me one qn "is ur mummy crying?"
although i said no...aunt is crying on the other end of the phone...
everyone may be very busy with their own life...
but we make the effort to come down every weekend to visit grandpa...
i cant imagine what will happen next...
everyone has this fear and no one dare to voice it out...
everyone is acting like nothing is going to happen...
but does that mean the day that we fear the most will never come??
“永远不习惯”
.Wednesday, September 15, 2010 ' 9/15/2010 04:08:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 373:
total number of 6....actually somehow i expected more...
but, won't it be better to have lesser??
i hope so~
well~~
holidays seems fulfilling...
outings, slacking, celebrations.
the number of times is getting lesser...
it's a gd sign right??
as the numberings decrease...
it means that i've not been thinking too much about the past...
a few days ago...
gl's fb status is " Past, Present and Future. which is important?"
the first ans that comes to my mind is Present and Future.
if it's a few months ago, i think i'll give another ans.
However, to me. What matters the most is Present and Future.
i'm looking forward to school re-open.
although i have no idea where should i head to after graduation.
or maybe i don't dare to think too much.
but, finishing that last sem with my friends....sounds great...=)
there's a old friend of mine ask me this stupid question long long ago.
she said something like this to me "i'll miss every single part of this school. It sounds so good to graduate with those dearest friends that you've spend most of your schooling days with. would you?"
the first reaction i gave her is laugh. cause to me, at that point of time, there's nothing good about graduating with people like i always hang out. most of them are wearing a mask including me. recalling back, there's really nothing to be happy with.
however now, graduation sounds fun. excluding the fact that we have to seperate our ways after graduation. but working hard together to the end. seems great.
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