say hello to my back ache again~

things aren't getting better right???

haha..

well~ nvm den...

have been wondering about the same topic after graduation...

wells...

don't feel like talking abt it again...haha..

life is never wonderful to me...

i just learn how to be satisfied with what i have and had...

life maybe good during secondary schools...

i got friends that really understand me...

but distance and time drift us apart...

i got teachers that dote on me...

reminding me that i need to eat lunch and don't overwork myself...

but..i didn't have a chance to "waste" my time with my family...

that's what i used to think...

as time goes by, maybe it's because i'm getting older=x

i realized that i need to spend more time with my family...

i'll put them infront of anything...

within my limits...

i realized that i didn't have enough time to accompany my friends...

didn't have time to spend with my teachers...

and when i realized it...

they're no longer there...

some part of me was sad...

but when i realized that who's still there for me..

waiting for me to realized that they will always be there for me...

i'm happy for my friends "betrayal"...

okay...it seems to harsh to use betray...

they left me...

they made me realized that no matter how much you've put in to build the relationship..

once you've stop putting in effort..there's nothing left for you...

because..."MUMMY!!IT'S OVER~"

haha....

i'm having backaches again...

so, next time, have to sleep properly..

but what can i do??

how can i sleep properly??

haiz...

missed aloy's birthday...

don't wanna talk abt it le...

feel so bad for not attending...=(

spent most of my time with my family since graduation...

haha..

is some how fun...

my grandparents are so cute..

even some times, they might make things difficult for us...

but i still love them...

my cousins are funny too...

whenever we are together every week...

the laughter inside the house will never end..

and that's the reason why we make a effort to go to my grandparents house every week...

although things are different this few weeks...

grandpa's mood is not very good...

everyone is scared abt it...

but, some how, when grandpa see how good we're, he will still smile...

i did mention before that very long ago...

the relationship between the cousins are not that good...

but after grandpa is sick...

we gets better and better...

we'll help each other solve problem...

we'll listen to each other...

i like this change...

and i believe that grandpa love this change too...

things may change...but i believe that his love towards us will never change...

so no matter what...

i just want to spend more time with him...

and i'm sorry to my friends...

haha...i've been putting them pigeon(direct translation...haha...) recently to spend more time with my family...i'm really sorry...

especially yipei and flo....haha...

really very sorry...

ps them alot of times...

cause of the dvd thing...i ps them one time...

haha...so sorry abt it...=p

feel so tired recently....

i really want to go overseas!

i need to have some "escape" trip...