lOst daIRy ChPt 41:



this is e song previously recommanded...lol..just nw im totally mad...i scold my computer for 6 min...e old computer...cause my sis using e new com to do her holi hw...den nt to disturb her...i choose to use e old computer...bt e stupid old computer show the "no video input" sign...of coz i noe...something wrong with the wire..cause sometime is like tt de...bt most of e time can be used...bt i scold tt old computer for 6 min...den i still say alot of good words...ya..im mad...i agree tt im mad...bt nt mad until need eat medicine...eh...like tt still dun need to eat medicine ar??lol...herm...just pack my bag...i find out tt..my bag is so light...bt my sis is so heavy...so funni...lol...y her bag so heavy??tt's funni...mine so light...hers so heavy...haha...fri went to re-do my passport...hai...wait until so long...herm...let mi say a story...this story i tink most of e ppl heard it b4...bt jus say la...cause realli nth to say le...this story...jess say veri touching...so...hope tt it will "touch" all mine fren's heart...lol...lame...ya...i find myself lame...hehe..
有一个女孩，她的朋友都叫她叶子。而叶子，喜欢着树，依赖着树。树是校园里的校草。每个女孩子都很喜欢他。树是个花花公子，即使他和现任女友分手了，隔天，永远永远，你都会发现他身边又多了一个女生。叶子和树是很好的朋友。对树来说，叶子是一个隐形的朋友因为，树又太多女朋友了。这次，树又再次交了新的女友，好巧不巧，那女友一直都看叶子不爽。因为叶子一直缠着树。有一天，他们在厕所外面碰到对方。那女友二话不说，就塌了叶子一个耳光。要他不要再跟着树了。这时，树出现了。女友告诉树，叶子像打他，起初，叶子以为树是不肯能会相信女友说的话。但，树却狠狠骂了叶子，就和女友走了。在走时，树也发现了，叶子的眼角流下了眼泪。隔天，叶子还是和树一起说说笑笑的，完全不把昨天的是当一回事。不管叶子掩饰的多好，树也发现了叶子的眼睛是肿的。树也知道叶子是因为昨天的事而哭的。不久，校园里来了一位男孩，名叫风。而且，风还对叶子展开了猛烈的追求。叶子原本对他只是朋友，但久而久之，心里开始留了一个位置给风。有一天，叶子约树出来说有话要跟他说。叶子对树说“树，我决定，接受风了”。树，忍着痛，对叶子说了“祝福你们”。就转身走了，转身的那一瞬间，树哭了。在他来和叶子碰面前，树和他的女友，分手了。因为，他决定要和叶子在一起，谁知道，他晚了一步。。。“叶子的离去是因为风的追求，还是树得不挽留？”

lol...nice??

lOsT dAiRY ChPt 40:

herm...


nice song...lol...eh...count down 9 more days for my day off...sho fast nov is ending...and guess wad???i haven even finish my hw...lol...i must be mad...im a cray person..can ani1 be more mad den mi??a long day as there's nth much for mi to do...hai...see e pile of hw make mi tired n sian...hu can help mi do finish??lol...herm...ani way im well asured tt im nt e onli 1 tt is mad...basically..all my frens n family is crazy..(dun read le say u all nt mad hor...especially lee jess hor...u are much more serious den mi...dun say u are nt hor...)ya...luckily there's 1 person in this world tt is much more crazy den mi..im happi abt tt....lol...hmm...here's e list mi n my sis get frm my beloved cousin,tt is always sick...lol....herm...after coming bck frm taiwan...muz buy christmas present liao..btw...wad can i buy for jess??lol..girl...give some idea for mi leh...i duno wad u wan...u everything gt liao...e tings u wan de also wun ask mi buy...u sure ask ur bro or mother buy for u de...so...can u tell mi wad u wan??lol....haha....muz give some rough idea wad...or else veri diff to buy leh...ltr buy le u dun like i die die ar...lol...herm...jus nw read my tag board...den jess say sure gt something i will gt gan dong de...eh...nt nw for e moment...sorri to let u disappointed la...n den...dun ani how sabo mi ani more hor...ani how tell ppl i cold blooded...im nt okay??

LosT DaIry cHPt 39:

hm...hu gt e song ming tian guo hou...have been asking so mani ppl tis q...omg...hmm...long day...veri tired..bt nt as tired as my sis...hai...poor thing...i swear i will nvr go into JC if i could...bt obviously...i cannot...coz im nt tt smart yet...hai...hmm...so angry...some1 say i look like penguine...is nt becoz of e look...is bcoz of e clumsiness...say i clumsy...m i clumsy??bt at least im nt black...lol...no offence...is u e 1 hu start say mi clumsy de...say i clumsy is jus to quarrel wif mi..bt luckily i never fall for it...jus like wad i say...i try to ignore ppl making mi now adays...he make mi at e wrong time...muhahaha...
































my mood is jus like this 2 pic...change veri quicly...lol...no link...took when i walk bck home frm my piana klaz...going to rain n im still out der..on e overhead bridge...luckily no lightning at tt time...lol...my cousin wanna die ar...tt time went to his hse...den 4get wad we say...den he say...luckily i live in sigapore...den i was like so lost...den he say...because singapore gt alot of high building...tt's y i have kana lighting stike...lol...i told him tt he is becoming better n better...bt cannot go too over...coz too over will become veri lame...lol...rain rain rain...let e rain wake mi up...wake mi up frm everything...if tis is a dream...i reali hope tt i can wake up right away...it was such diff to survive in this kind of situation...hm...maybe become older le...tt's y i have been so emotional...n lost...finding e right path for myself...n for ur information...im nt cold-blooded...i dun cry dose nt mean im cold blooded ok jess??n of coz...if i cont to be so lost...i confirm+guarentee i will becum e cold 1...or maybe if i find my way out...i will become cold blooded too...coz i have seen mani bad things ard mi...so...there's nth will make mi cry again...so...does tt mean tt...no matter wad happen...i will still be cold blooded???am i really cold blooded???

LosT dAiRY cHPt 38:

happi birthday to my cousin...today is her bd...ltr going her hse...2day is one of e day tt i hate during every yr...11/11...it is nt because it was my cousing bd...is jus bcause of something tt will happen in some where the country...every yr...tt's y...i hate this date...erm...most of the date tt i hate falls on my relative's or my fren's bd...like yi xin bd...is also 1 of e date tt i dun like...if she dun have short term memory...i told her b4...which is accidentally say...den she say tt day is her bd...n den still gt whose bd i hate e most ar??erm...i tink is nelson's bd...coz jus a few days behind yi xin...i hate that few days...bt nw...is nt hate le...is...a special feeling??special feeling towards all this dates...because...this few days is their bd...n to mi...bd is a veri special day...so..i have to get over it..ya...get over it..lol...it's been a long day...it's raining...herm...nth much to write abt...n i have no songs to recommand...lol...bt all those songs are veri nice...maybe to some1 else...like jess...will nt like this kind of songs...coz most of it is nt e type she like...she n i has a crazy family...tt's y we are crazy...n tt's wad we have conclude this few days...bt i also conclude tt...she is much more crazy den mi...coz...she is mad...lol...maybe there's something realli call............

loST daIiry ChpT 37:

herm....blogging again...lol...plying msn game wif kwang hui...i win him!!!!woots!!!lol...haha...herm...another song to recommand...吴克群-明天过后...nice song...again...l like e lyrics...herm...wad can i say??today gt geog ec...tiring holi...need to go bck to school for 3 wks...omg...2day went to tm wif jess...den met a lady...she was looking for her grand daughter which has been taken bck to her aunty hse for 1 mth...n her aunty does nt want to tell this old lady where she stay...so..this old lady look over tm for 1 mth...hai...along the way when we brought her to the toilet..she talk alot abt her grand daughter..she must have miss her veri much...hai...“树是为了阳光生存，花是为了让蜜蜂和蝴蝶载蜂蜜而活着，那人是为了什么而活着呢？”...i have been veri bo liao to think all this thing when im on my way home...hai...stupid...many things with different solving method will give different ending..if i have made e right decision in my life...maybe...now...im a totally different person compare to now...so..every1 has to made a right decision tt will nt make yourself regret...like mi nw...is a veri bad example...wad kind of person am i??isit just because im lost den i gt this kind of action??if it's like tt..who can help mi??or the onli perosn tt can help mi is myself???im mad...dun care abt mi..i will solve it sooner or later..

LOSt DAiRy chpT 36:


haiz...nth to do...just feel like blogging...cause nth to liao...lol...waiting for wei xiao pasta to load finish...recomand another song...卓文萱—可以不可以...lol...nw adays listening to her song...veri nice...today's bus journey is veri long...duno why...maybe thinking of something...tt's why i tinks tt the bus journey is long...hai..thinking lots of "stupid" things...n of coz...tinking abt my previous blog...hai...maybe it's really veri hard for ani1 like mi to understand...bt i also believe tt..sooner or later...i will know wad to do...the thing tt i need nw is time n peace...tt's y nw adays veri easy to lose my temper...sorri to all those ppl tt i have vent my anger on...i think...i really need time to sort up my thinking...maybe im still me...bt this me is beyond my control...i need time to find a new way to control..bcoz nw...im immune to the way im controling myself...si just like virus...when they get used to the medication..they will get stronger...n at the end...we have to use double medication to control the virus..nw...as wad i have say long way b4...i have lose control over things srd mi...everything just went wrong...i need double of my strength to control everything ard mi...bt right nw...im just too tired to all this things..i have been asking too much nowadays...n tt's why i have been to tired...maybe going out for a trip is nt a bad idea overall...i can relax myself somewhere out there...bt there will be sure some unhappines de...it will always be there...n make mi regret going out...hai...it's such a long way for mi to walk until here...peace is the onli ting i want nw...i dun wan ani quarrel ard mi...even i hear aniting...i will still treat it as i never hear aniting...n...i still need to save up my energy until for 21 dec-22dec..coz this two days i will sure be dead if i have nt enough energy to handle those little monster...they are still so immature...so...to handle with all this immature guys....i have to use some immature ways...oh...god blessed mi...wish i can survive until tt day...cause i scared if i have not enough energy to fight with them...i will end up in the hospital n i have to spend my christmas in the pathetic hospital...hai...i really i can save all my energy up all the way down the road...n hope tt i can find a way out to control things ard mi n also make myself more happier...as...i cant possibly be unhappy de wad...am i right??if i never smile a whole 1 hr...ppl will come n ask mi wad happen to mi...so??y cant i jus dun smile a few days...faking up every single smile is a tiring job too...smile to those ppl who u dun wish to smile at is a tiring job...when u dun feel like smiling,bt u still have to fake up a smile to please others i much more tiring too...i just feel like banging my head to the wall...n hopefully...i can go on coma...n best stilll...guess wad??lost all my memory...start a new life...without ani1 reminding mi wad happen to mi "last" time...n i need not to go through the feelings n every shitting things tt come across mi...going through all this things are make mi so fake...n i hate myself for everything...if i have not taken tt step or i have take the other step...maybe..now...i will have lead a happy life...as my environment will be changed...all this shitting stuffs will not come across mi...n i can be still be mi...the person that smile from her bottome of her heart...smile happily....and when exactly is the time...i have lost count of the years pass...lol...say until im so old...haha...haiz...im so damn tired...n i cant have the time to rest...i have so much hw piled up...n my holiday last 1 week...so actually there's 2mth of holi...bt minus the time take back to school for EC, n holiday...i left 4 weeks to do finish all those stupid hw...HELP!!!!can ani1 jus help mi??

LOSt dAiRy cHpt 35:

hmm...nowadays listening to e two songs i have post previously...吴克群-残废and卓文萱/曹格-梁山伯与茱丽叶...nice song...n one more song frm 卓文萱-对你的爱...her MV is not out yet...nice song...i love e lyrics...

i have been tink abt LOVE again...is LOVE so impt in our life??e ppl ard mi n including mi has been hurt by this word...my frens,family...n they are going tru a veri tough life...is love so impt??i remember tt i once put my nick in msn is "人生是分成三个部分，一个是亲情，一个是友情，而另一个就是爱情"...bt nw...i dun feel tt liao..we can still live without love...love is nt tt impt...tt's wad i tink...maybe im jus totally give up in love...im nt fit to love or being love...so..im so sorri...hai...tt's e end...

O ya...muz wish my cousing to get well soon again...she is sick again...muz get well soon...like tt when i come bck from taiwan can share chocolates,which is your fav, with you...GOOD LUCK...:D

LosT DaiRy CHPt 34:

firstly...happi bd to mei qi...lol...remember tt 1 yr ago...i also wish her happi bd in my blog...lol...ya...like wad i say last yr...tis girl here is older den mi by 1 mth onli...lol...tts y we are best frens rite??haha...coz onli 1 mth diff wad...is like tt de WHAT~...lol...

today,there's a topic for my post...the topic is...revenging period...this is to tell the ppl who have been making fun of mi stop to make mi...coz nw is my revenging time...onli to those ppl who seldom bulli mi n noe wad is call LIMIT de will nt kana revenge...de revenge will start frm today...if im happi...good luck to those ppl..when im in a bad mood...better dun show urself infront of mi...or make mi...i realli duno wad i will do...lol...ok??hai...jus write until here..haha...THOSE PPL WHO MAKE MI KNOW NEED TO LEARN WAD IS LIMIT LE...bt my revenge will nt be so hurtful...bt it will be long-term de..good luck...

Peilin

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