.Monday, November 13, 2006 ' 11/13/2006 07:49:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
LosT DaIry cHPt 39:
hm...hu gt e song ming tian guo hou...have been asking so mani ppl tis q...omg...hmm...long day...veri tired..bt nt as tired as my sis...hai...poor thing...i swear i will nvr go into JC if i could...bt obviously...i cannot...coz im nt tt smart yet...hai...hmm...so angry...some1 say i look like penguine...is nt becoz of e look...is bcoz of e clumsiness...say i clumsy...m i clumsy??bt at least im nt black...lol...no offence...is u e 1 hu start say mi clumsy de...say i clumsy is jus to quarrel wif mi..bt luckily i never fall for it...jus like wad i say...i try to ignore ppl making mi now adays...he make mi at e wrong time...muhahaha...


my mood is jus like this 2 pic...change veri quicly...lol...no link...took when i walk bck home frm my piana klaz...going to rain n im still out der..on e overhead bridge...luckily no lightning at tt time...lol...my cousin wanna die ar...tt time went to his hse...den 4get wad we say...den he say...luckily i live in sigapore...den i was like so lost...den he say...because singapore gt alot of high building...tt's y i have kana lighting stike...lol...i told him tt he is becoming better n better...bt cannot go too over...coz too over will become veri lame...lol...rain rain rain...let e rain wake mi up...wake mi up frm everything...if tis is a dream...i reali hope tt i can wake up right away...it was such diff to survive in this kind of situation...hm...maybe become older le...tt's y i have been so emotional...n lost...finding e right path for myself...n for ur information...im nt cold-blooded...i dun cry dose nt mean im cold blooded ok jess??n of coz...if i cont to be so lost...i confirm+guarentee i will becum e cold 1...or maybe if i find my way out...i will become cold blooded too...coz i have seen mani bad things ard mi...so...there's nth will make mi cry again...so...does tt mean tt...no matter wad happen...i will still be cold blooded???am i really cold blooded???