LoSt dairy chpT 44:

hmm...just read finish some of my frens blog...is like..every1 ard mi is being trap somewhere in their live...especially in their past...in thier memory...because there's some regrets,tt's y they live in e past..imaginating...hoping to reduce the regret tt is within him/her...wad can i say??i cant help myself...n im just trying to help them...joke of the day...haha...to help ppl...the 1st ting is to help urself...just like wad miss shanta say...if want to be a Psychotherapist(isi this e correct spelling??eh...i duno also...aniway is sort of a mental doctor), you have to know how to treat urself...like tt den u can treat ppl...i tink tt's true...mani tings are beyond our control...n it is easier to say den to do...words are bigger den action wad...lol...mani mani times...i have been tinking,why really e defination of LOVE...to mani ppl...love is a....happy??betta den happy...is a word tt i will nvr noe how to describe...haha...bt y muz love be good n bad at the same time...love give happiness to ppl...n also hurt other ppl in another way...ya...say truthfully...every1 wants to be in loved n want ppl to love them as well...bt once get hurt...its veri diff to believe in love...cause we humans are animals too...n we are sensitve...n we also know how to protect ourself from being hurt...once get hurt... our subconcious will tell us nt to get ani further...hai...aniway...time will heal the wounds in the heart...bt it cant heal the wounds in the mind...so...we cant push it too hard...just let the time pass...n slowly forget the pain..like tt..den can start a new life bah...mani tings we cant realli control...especially feelings...no matter how clever or how clear minded...when it comes to feelings...they just have to face it...n let fate handle the problem...aniwayz...i realli hope my frens...especially those who are lost...try to find ur door,no matter wads behind the door,just open it,its betta to lock urself in e maze n finding a door that will nvr open for you...waiting a door which will nvr open for u..will make urslef lost in e maze...so...just be brave enough to open a new door...which will open for u...if u have the courage la...haha...if nt..will just end up like mi...nth betta to do...running ard e maze..n plying hide n seek wif myself...which i call it escaping la...haha...hai...just hope tt u guys can realli be happy..is nt those fake fake de la...must be realli veri happy de...i realli hope u all can be happy...dun keep tinking of the past...hai...tt's all bah...

Peilin

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