.Thursday, December 21, 2006 ' 12/21/2006 06:05:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
LoSt daIRy cHpt 47:
hehe...counting doen 4 days to christmas...SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN!!!hehe...my santa...herm...hu will my santa be???haha...eh...wad can i say...its going to be e end of e yr...n...hai...good lucks to li ying,merylin n mr tan...cause...oh...they will be in great stress...cause...this yr sec1 is still so "raw" n next yr still gt 1 more new batch...hai...i can onli say good lucks to them...haha...n im free aniway...dun nd to stress wif my cca tingy...no more e xcuse for mi to skip classes...n yesh...i can concentrate wif my study n work hard in my O level...cause few days ago...see ppl get result...see ppl happi n sad...so...i dun be the 1 who are sad...i wan be happi.....so...muz work veriv eir hard...n if my klaz kana sehkar again...just like wad jess wrote to mi in e letter...we muz work extra extra hard...so...let's work hard for a betta tomorrow...=D
hehe...ya...being extremly stupid this time...extremly stupid....stupid until i wanna jus bang my head to the wall...n better...let mi lose my memory...like tt..at least i will forget y i hate myself so much...n also...why m i being so stupid...hai...n also...y i hate this world so much...i keep telling myself to forgive n forget...ya...its easy to forgive ppl...bt...its diff to forget...if it's nt a serious matter...it will nt be stored in ur memory...unless it hurts or wad...its veri diff to forget...although things pass...ppl are forgiven...bt...e pain will still hurts...so...as far as possible...i dun wanna hurt ppl...bt sometimes...being stupid...i will still hurt ppl...here...wanna say SORRY to those ppl who have been hurt by mi...im really sorri...maybe...somewhere in e world...there will be someplace tt ppl will be forgiven...a place where no1 will feel hurt...bt if there's realli a place??how can we go??where muz go to find this place...a peace n quiet place??i read an article...duno where la...coz its nt impt at all...most importantly...is e content...is something abt ur goals in life...why ppl set goals...n why ppl aim to reach their goals...ya...exactly...i dunno wads my goal...n i dun even noe...y m i still living in this world...funni rite??cause i jus live everyday i can..i dun have ani goals...i dun even noe where m i going to study after sec schools...i onli noe tt i can to go to poly...bt i duno wad course...i duno wad to do in my future life...so...nw...i will start to slow down my pace...tink wad m i aiming for...give mi time to tink...n in e time while...i will also PLAY...hehe...play in a sense tt...i will get to learn somthing in it...at least its a lesson for mi to learn...ya...i tink until here bah...cause like write alot of thing...too long ppl see le will headache de...lol...tt's all...lol...