LOSt daiRY ChPT 52:

herm...to day is e last day of 2k6...herm...wad can i say abt tis 2k6??haha...is a realli busy yr...bt at least...in tis yr..i have sort up things tt i have been making myself miserable...ya...say truthfully...although there's some regrets in my memories...which i feel like changing it...there's nothing much i can do...at least i cant change my past...wad if i realli get to a chance to change my life...will i cherish this opportunity to change my past...change my present..n change my future??to mi...i have nt find a ans..ya..if i change get to change my past...i will hve no more regrets..n i can live happily...as..i dun need to look bck my past..n make myself sad...bt if i change my past...maybe...i will nt know so mani friends which i cherish them veri much...true...everything have their 2 sides...there's nth perfect...so...i rather nt change my past...n let my troubles go away...at least...nw...i have some freinds tt i really wish to be friends with them forever...if i change my past...i will not have meet them...i will not understand how impt is friendship...sometimes...i will ask myslef...is e past so impt tt...i make myself feel so down...n making myself miserable...bt...at least...at e last day of 2k6...i have really sort things up...e thing tt i found out this yr..is nt to push urself too much...just treat urself good...n let youself to think wad is realli impt to u...n just go ahead with e things tt u feel impt...u will feel happy...although there's time when we will feel unhappy...bt...u can always get over it...nw...i can say tt...i have no more regrets to my past...cause if nt because of e past...i will nt walk until here...with so much friends...although e past have leave some marks in my life n my heart...bt i also believe tt...1 day...e wounds will be healed...n at tt time...onli hatred will be left i ur memory...bt...hating some1 is veri tiring...y make yourself so tired...just let it go...e same old sentence...forgive n forget...i have forgive some1...n also forget e hurts...nw..is time for mi...to walk out of my own maze...ya...rmb e maze n e door ting i wrote in my previous blog??actually...my door have appear...is just tt..i have no courage to open it...i have no courage to let my past down...i have no courage...to meet e ppl at e other side of e door...bt nw...i have found my courage...n i will open the door of mine...to meet e ppl at e other side of e door...i will nt be sad with my past...bt to bless tt person...i use all my strength to bless...wish tt "you" can be happy...n blessed...i must tnx my friends ard mi...is them who let mi know tt how foolish it was to lock myself in e maze...n here...i also...wish tt...my friend could find e courage...to face e past...n live happily for e future...

1 of my new yr resolution is to wish tt my friends can be happy forever..right from e bottom of their heart...be true to themselves...tt's wad i realli hope...bt...it's veri diff for some ppl...so...another new yr resolution is to see all my friends can be free by their sadness...haha...will my new yr resolution come true??n den...rmb tt...my ears is always there to listen to ur prob...aniting can come n talk to mi...

n den 1 more wish is for jess...hope tt her beloved darren can get e superstar champion...which i tink is veri diff la...opps...bt i truely wish him all e best...haha...

1 more wish is to hope tt...i can stop being a dreamer...haha...veri diff...bt this is wad i wish la...dun like to be a dreamer...hehez...tt's y i hate myself...opps...=x...haha....

o ya...i nice eng song...dun be so surprise tt i listen to eng song hor...lolx...e song name "Never Let You Go"...haha...nice song la...go n listen...lolx...i wan cry liao la..skool re-open...i cannot see mt animation liao la...sad leh...den go watch youtube...keep loading so slow..den can only see a few sec...coz loading is nt good...sad...if i watch every wed-fri...den i veri late den can slp...coz finish until 12..sad ar...i can either choose to slp or watch get backers...sad la...sob sob...lolx...eh...i crazy le...sob le den lol...haha...my santa is tired...he's going to bed...lolx...my computer gt 1 santa...when it's late...he will appear on e screen den give mi e tired face...den his bed will appear...den he will go to slp...haha...i tink he is trying to remind mi go n slp bah...haha...cute sia...=D...e night is so queit..n my stomach is so damn e pain...i tink is my stupid gastric is acting up again...eat too much le just nw...just nw eat steamboat with girl girl...eat so much...e prob is...i onli eat pork ball n fish...bt i eat alot...wha le mak...so pain...just nw is girl girl stomach pain...nw is mi...ltr sure is my sis...haha...if like tt she die ar...coz she nw at olender tower...celebrating new yr wif her frens...ltr she pain...she die ar...haha...i tink i write until here bah...ltr realli is 2k7...den blog 1 more time...lol...

Peilin

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