.Saturday, January 13, 2007 ' 1/13/2007 06:25:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lOsT DaIrY ChPt 58:
feel like jumping down from the building...nw im at e 5th floor...if i jump down...will i die??wad will be the ans??it have been such a diff time for mi...i just wanna get myself free...free from everything...bt e problem is...i alreadi get used to how i live in e past 3 yrs..n nw..asking mi to change...is easy to say den do...ya...i try to change myself..but wad can i do??i feel so tired to change myself...or i shld jus be the 1 tt i used to be??ya..i have been giving advice for my frens...bt i cant solve my problem..n nw...wenever my rfen say he/she feels like killing themselves...i noe tt's wrong...n i say...dun tink like tt...bt...i know myself...tt...it is impossible...impossible not to tink...hai...feel so down..maybe becoz of elson's blog song...i keep listening to the piano piece...n i love it...bt e more i listen..i have a strange feeling...i feel sad when i listen...bt if u ask mi nt to listen it...e rythm will still be in my mind...so there's no greata difference...hai..ya...1 more yr to go...how long will be 1 yr??1 yr is slow...in out heart...although i s fast...everyday go skool...den slp...do all this tins..for abt 330 plus days...it will be 1 yr le..bt....