.Thursday, February 22, 2007 ' 2/22/2007 04:28:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
losT DAIrY ChPt 73:
jus finish checking my mail...haiz...feel so down...i duno y..i cant concentrate well in klaz..i cant concentrate everytime my fren talk to mi...i can jus sit der...n daydream e whole day...i even neglact my studies...n i jus...hai..i tink onli matthew,maybe jess n ppl ard mi know wad i do to myself...haiz...i know tt everytime i say tt "there's no failure but onli learning experience" is jus finding excuses for myself to slack..ya...mayb be there's people like Paulie from e show "Rocky" around mi...i tink onli my friends know wad im talking abt...maybe i am jus finding e right path for myself...maybe "Paulie" is jus a challenge for myslef to go thru...i just have to find my courage n determination to sucess..bt if success is a thing tt are reachable..i tink mani ppl are veri successful liao..bt..i jus duno wad am i thinking..n i even duno y i do tt...maybe it's jus....haiz...im like walking ard a circle..which i will always walk bck to e starting point..i took e intiative to step ahead...bt in e end...i jus find myslef walking in a circle...n it is a big circle frm e start...bt slowly..i see changes..as i see diff things...bt ine end...i find myslef walking in a smaller circle..tt's y e view is diff...n..i tot i had change...change to walk in a straight line...where there i will nvr walk back to e starting point...bt...everything dissapoint mi...im so dissapointed with myself...how i hope i could jus..walk off..n dun care aniting...bt...i jus cant...im stubborn...i don't want to give up..bt...i jus know tt i dun wan to give up...i duno how to take up my courage to walk to success...wad can i say aniway???it is my life..i cant control it...who can help mi control??
Very touching definition of FAMILY..
F A M I L Y
I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.
He said, "Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you."
We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said good-bye.
But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.
Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.
He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.
While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,
"While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.
Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.
Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."
By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.
I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.
"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.
I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."
I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay.
I love you anyway."
I said, "Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."
FAMILY
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company
that we are working for could easily replace us in
a matter of days.
But the Family we left behind will feel the loss
for the rest of their lives.
And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more
into work than into our own family,
an unwise investment indeed,
don't you think?
So what is behind the story?
Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU
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