.Monday, March 05, 2007 ' 3/05/2007 04:49:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
LOST daiRy chpT 77:
haiz...is it wrong to know other's psople secret??mayb i shld jus keep everything to myself..ya..i say already..im nt going to explain aniting..bt..if i dun explain..will they understand??i duno wad to do..explain n dun explain..mayb i shld tink carefully..ya..mayb i shld onli explain to those hu i want them to understand..others...u understand..i appreciate ur understanding..to those who dun understand..i also dun wish to explain...coz..i understand...no matter wad i say..it dosen't goes into ur brain..u have already made ur own conclusion..so..i shld nt change..although it mayb wrong at times...i already start to hate myself again...i dun wish to hate myself more n ask myself to avoid something jus bcoz of u...bt..since u are my friend..i shld onli say tt..if u are nt happy for my presence..i will nt appear infront of u when it is possible..if tt's wad u want..i will do it..i already trying veri hard to avoid le..jus bcoz to avoid...i have lie..lie to my friend..i realli dun want to lie to her...bt i will explain to her...so..mayb it's time for mi to tink on myself if i shld realli going to explain...