.Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ' 4/03/2007 06:38:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
LOSt dAiry cHpt 87:
ARGH!!!im so damn
angry...ya..extremly
angry..
angry with myself..y cant i gain some self control??y cant i do tings after thinking e consequences??angry wif that some1..damn angry...i duno wad to say..bt y things turn out to b like this??i try my veri best to be happy today...bt jus bcoz of ur 1 sentence..my anger is up again..luckily is after skool..or else..my mood will totally gone...n luckily cindy is der...haiz...ya..must thanks cindy...veri veri much...tnx for being der to listen to my anger that is in mi...im realli damn
angry...i duno how to say..the range of fire is jus within mi...although some1 say she dun care animore..n ask mi to hack care also..i realli try to hack care..bt jus bcoz of her word...i totally cant hack care animore..jus nw i still feel like scolding her...bt..at least i spare a thought for some1...or even "others"..thats y..i nvr shout at her...yesterday joey ask mi wad thing make me extremly
angry..if he ask mi today..i will sure say about this thing...it is none of YOUR business...im in good mood..means im in good mood...u don't need to say anything...ya..maybe you all will think that she just ask me this question..why must i be so unhappy...but im just so DAMN
ANGRY with her this whole month...maybe to some people..she maybe a good friend..but to me..she's NOT!!!i choose to type it out...hoping that..she will one day come pass my blog..and know how hateful she is..ya..just like what jeffrey say..no one is perfect in this world..including mi..but there's also some limit for me...my limit for diff ppl is diff...but for YOU...ur limit is there..u cant go any "BEYOND" that...the word beyond sounds so farmiliar rite??haha...and i also cant deny that..the reason for me to get so angry is because im veri disappointed...
my heart hurts so much...the worries and everything is tearing my heart pieces by pieces..trying veri hard to be veri happy...although i say tt there's 4 persin in the school irritate mi veri much..but..im veri pleased with their presence..everytime..they appear..i will scold them..im sorri..but...ya...i duno y..maybe...because...i tink tt u all know me better then i know myself..that is why..im jus scared to be known bah...