LoSt dairY CHPt 88:

hai..being bewildered now adays..how to say??i have been veri clear that i have put down the things that make me veri regret...but new things just pop up..you are the 1 who let me have e determination to forget everything...however..things just turn out wrong..veri veri wrong..than now..i dun even understand myself..and duno how to react to everything happen around..i jus want to focus on the exams and O levels..but the problems jus keep "wondering" in my brain..making me cant focus...ya..actually..i know the problems come from me..and if i really wants to focus..i have to do something to my brain n mindset...like tt..den i can cont on wif my life..i have been trying hard to avoid aniting that concerns about you...but i just duno y..i like to do something that is veri gu yi infront of u..i duno y i become like that...haiz...studying ss...but cant focus aniting..n DT is coming again..i have totally no mood to study...how??HOW??i have to study n i need to study..but i cant focus at all...not a single word..n DT is next week...how am i possible to get e result that i wanted..haiz...

something happen to my school lately...2 of our sec3 boys went missing yesterday..in the sea..they went to pasir ris beach to celebrate their fren bd..after that..they went to swim..n before they go home...although they suppose to be at TP as we have our sports day down there..they wanted to have a swim one more time..therefore..the tide is veri high..majority choose to swim near the coast..however..this 2 boys..wanted to swim further...and now..they cant even find them...hai..so young..bt...haiz...

life is like this...so unpredictable..one moment you can be happy..the next moment you maybe sad..thus...we have to enjoy the happy moments that we have..and when we are unhappy..just find something happy for you to think about...in this case..you will not be so unhappy until u kana depression...haha..but..is it that i have STM or wad...y cant i rmb aniting happy for me to think about..all the happy things i have gone tru..it will not end wif a "HAPPY ENDING"...so...haiz...

Peilin

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