lOSt daiRy chpT 89:

my DT paper sux man!!!every paper duno how to do..die ar..next week gt..bio,a maths n geog..HELP!!!i need some1 to help mi to read everything n help mi take my exams!!!time is running out..n im blogging..wasting my own "sweet" time..haiz...speech day rehearsal..boring...nono...is extremly BORING!!!haiz..i hate myself!!!Jess says that i already xian xia qu...haha...but..i can onli say..something tt happen have already change e mentality of mine...ya..i duno wad e hell is happening to every1 ard mi...jus like e song in my blog..."i used to think..i had the answers to everything..but now i know..life dosen't always go my way..."nth in my brain can help me nw...another sentence that can descibe myself is...能医者，不能自医。。。i just want to keep everything as simple as i can..i dont want to make things so complicated that..i lose myself in the same time...i already tried it..i realli dun like it...although i thinks that i can cope with everything well n nice..bt..everyting that is inside mi have been obstructing mi to keep focus n study..i realli want to study..i tried veri hard to study..bt..e problem is..i cant take it...ya..i have been trying to stay focus in mr sehkar's klaz..bt..i jus cant get things out of my head...haiz...i try to say out things that i have given up..n..after saying..i regret it...coz..i say out without e other person consent...n..this may hurt them or some1 else invisibly..haiz..i just hate...hatred is e onli thing that i can find in my mind..i dun hate ppl ard mi..i jus hate myself..i dun blame ani1 beside mi..i jus blame myself..blaming myself for being so...fake n...childish??haha..that's not e word..e word is 1 that i cant explain it..haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i agree with wad jess say in her blog...不敢说出口,因为我胆小,因为如果你拒绝,我以后就不能够再见到你了,宁愿默默的爱着你,不能让你知道,直到,直到你投进别人的怀抱!

cont:
叶子相信风，相信风荟萃他到更遥远，更美丽的世界，一个只有幸福，依赖的世界，但，当叶子决心离开风的时候，风却停了，而叶子掉落在地上，没有了树的依赖，没有了风的关怀，叶子逐渐失去了昔日翠绿般的颜色和勇气，剩下的，只有害怕与孤单。。。而往往，当另外的风到来时，叶子也不再被吹起，因为叶子已失去信心，叶子也害怕风会再次的遗弃它。。。

Peilin

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