LoSt DAIry chPt 94:

hai...slacking...no mood to study at all...haiz...i duno wad to do to get rid of it...i know i need to study n i want to study..but..somehow..something down there is stopping mi...haiz..eng sa tis week..i totally have no faith in it...or i shld change...i have no faith in my SA tis time..every1 around mi is working hard...studying hard...every1 jus so hard working...today quek ask mi dun slack liao..must start studying...ya..i agree with it..but i jus cant...haiz...feel so helpless now...

shazana(step-mother) n azillah(step-sister) ask mi y i so sad...ya...maybe that's the reason why im sad...just need some fresh air outside of the klaz to keep my mind clear..inside the klaz...i totally cant have a clear mind...is jus...i duno how to say...im jus so sick n tired to stay inside the klaz..i find that i start to scared going into the klaz..i duno y...i feel the klaz is so....duno how to describe...that's y..i choose to stay outside the klaz during recess...last time...i used to wonder why my klazmates love to stand outside..nw i know the reason...haha...i must also thankz grace,james aka xiao dou cum my god-father(so long sia de name),jon ong n the 2 of them to accompany mi outside the klazroom...crap with mi..lolx...although i nvr get to study outside..but..i tink that period of time is the time where i smile n laugh the most...shazana n
azillah are such crazy that they make mi laugh like siao..lolx...ya..i know they also trying to cheer mi up...haha...tnx to them...

than comes to the cleaning of table..haha...matt pass mi his cloth to clean the table...den shazana mi clean some parts of the table n jon ong help mi to scrap off the liquid on my table...haha...thankz to the both of them...but wad i can say de is..is so tiring to clean the table..i clean until my hand so pain sia...haha...

so tired....i feel like sleeping..dun feel like going to school...feel so helpless!!!HELP!HELP!HELP!who can help mi?!?haiz...just dun have the mood..so damn angry..angry with myself...

although i hate school...but i love my klaz family tree...i love my father(matt),mother(jess),step-mother(shazana),step-sis(azillah),cindy,my jie meis....n alot alot of ppl...all i have to say is...i love my friends...but..not....haha......the.....blah blah blah....

Peilin

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