.Friday, April 27, 2007 ' 4/27/2007 04:14:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
LOsT DAirY cHPt 96:
"ha-ha"..laughing is so hard for mi now...haiz...jus sick n tired of everything...hate everything around mi...hate those person...hate myself...to mi..everything is ugly..i cant see any beautiful things in this world...coz..that's what it is...there are land pollution,water pollution,air pollution n even brain pollution...see...this world is so ugly...i hate being alive!!!haiz...
jus finish my eng paper 1 n chi paper 2...haha..duno wad to say..easy until i may even fail...muhahaha..den there's so many things to be done within this 3 days...must cramp everything together le...haiz...bt no matter wad..patience is veri impt...haha...my compo topic...dots...i also duno why i choose this topic...haha..yesterday...veri down plus so sick..haiz...totally cant laugh until...haha...that guy...he came to my hse and ask for donation for the cancer patients..lol..that time my sis playing piano...den...after she play finish her piece...that guy say..nice song...LOL...so funny...my sis so shock...haha...the guy is so funny...haha..den...starts the whole emo thing again...laugh...but nt realli laugh right bottom of my heart...den..i tink many of my frens may be thinking that i must be mad..lol...during exam...i can smile to myself de leh...dots..sick sick sick...yesterday..some where ard my appendix pain...frm morn until night..den at night..i told my mother...my mother keep asking still pain not...den call my father to come bck faster...den when my father came bck...he act like a doctor again...meng gu dai fu...lol...den say want to bring mi go see doc..siao ar..that time is ard 12 liao leh...still gt which clinic still open...except for the 24hrs kind..den my father also dun like to bring mi to see the doctors there...so...where he want bring mi??go hospital??lol...siao ar...haha...actually i also quite scared de la...haha...
stupid day...stupid mi...haiz...i just hate myself for everything...sometimes...i know it wasn't my fault to turn things into this way...but..i jus cant help it..i jus hate myself..haha..today..doing exam...my heart so pain...pain until i cant even breathe...so bu shu fu...den keep drinking water...but...haiz...