.Monday, April 30, 2007 ' 4/30/2007 05:25:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dAIRy cHpt 97:
herm..i duno wad happen to mi...ya...have been angry over small things...haiz...ok..nw i understand..im nt angry wif u..im just angry over myself..ya...im just angry over myself..nt over u...i just angry myself not for believing u...trusting u...i know that u will change..bt..i duno y..i just dun believe..may be somewhere down inside mi knows that it is veri diff to change...that's y..i don't believe..unless u are veri determine..ok..i admit that i react too sensitive...but..wad i have experience from the past...make mi dun believe...not believing that it is possible to change...lol..i know u cant see...bt..."some1" will sure see it..n tell den...herm...haha...u know who u are...lol...but..ya..i will try to talk to u again...herm...
today..during recess...kitty came n look for mi...but im busy setteling something...thus..i nvr bother to talk to her..ya..i know im wrong...haiz...but..i tot u could understand...coz..i have been telling u that..i look things as priority...things that are more impt to mi..will take all my attention..im sorry for lefting u out...
do i look so sad??
ya...i did promise shazana that i will not be sad..bt already try veri hard to be happy...im sorry if i look sad to u...den..cheng kang ask mi something...ask mi if im realli happy??lol..if the defination of my happy is wad u mean...i can sure say that im nt happy at all...totally...it jus totally doesn't fit into my defination of happiness...ok??sometimes...when things happen on myself..i tend to be in-sensitive...ya..that's y..i make my frens ard mi to worry...ya..but...just ask wad i have told cindy..i have handle all my problems to my best fren to handle..n..i believe that...sooner or later it will be settled...however...until my problems are settled...i can say that...i will nt be happy...
LoSt..
herm...maybe my nic have worried my frens...especially my step mother...lol...shazana...lol..she keep asking mi if im all right...haha...i love her..haha...she's such a wonderful "mother"..lol..hope that she can get a new husband n get rid of my fahter which is matt...lol..coz..the 2 of them dosen't suit..lol..ya...den..lol..federick so funny...when he say my nic..he ask mi..y m i lost..i told him i lost in my life...lol..den he ask mi to open my eyes..lol..coz ltr bang to e wall...lol..so dots...bt..it realli make mi laugh...herm..im happy that i have all this frens ard mi..that's y...i wanted to do something for them...although they may find mi naggy..bt..sorry...it's for ur own good..lol...i will do my best to help...=D
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