lOST DaIRy cHpT 101:

today..mr teo start e geog paper so late...i almost late for lesson...i have to run out of e class...hai...den...after piano..meet KJ,marvin...we sty at mac dunon until wad time..chevalyn come n join us...lol..den..as usual..i duno y also..babies will sit near us..den KJ go give e cute baby a scary face...so bad sia...but e baby is so cute...like e rag..he keep rolling on the table..when he is going to fall down..his father will pull him back..den we all laugh n laugh...so nice...is good to b children...don't u agree??haha...den after that...we went home at 4 plus...den i take 21 with marvin n KJ...marvin sleep along e journey..den b4 i alight when i was ready to wake him up..he wake up on his own..haha..he's veri tired...coz he say he torn...hai...y make urself so miserable leh??herm...haha...

ok..let's talk abt school today..eh...both paper sux today...i hate the paper..ok..the paper is easy...is just that i nvr prepare myself well...b4 geog paper...i was almost outside e klazroom with cindy...to..haha...den...have a "good" chat with GL,federick n yu jun..although i duno yu jun..coz of cindy..i tink he have no good impression on mi..but nvm..i also dun care..coz..he's realli damn idiot..ya..den...hai..i tink onli cindy understands mi e best...right??haha...she knows what exactly im doing n nvr ask mi for reason..onli ask mi for the "ending"..lol..hai..too bad..she's leaving soon...haiz..im gonna miss her...sad sad...when she go...i have no1 to talk to liao...haiz..den no1 will accompany n stand outside n........haha...den when ppl question my behaviour...she will nt b there to give mi moral support..haiz..so sad...

wen i was daydreaming along the way on the bus..i tink of some idiot things..which i know myself that it is wrong..but i still cant help it..i just keep thinking n thinking...haha..thinking that..1 day i leave the world..without saying aniting to my friends n my beloved klazmates...will i regret??or will they b sad??bcoz they jus love to disturb mi..haha..if 1 day..im no longer there..will they miss disturbing mi??haiz..stupid right??may be im the most self-fish person which nvr show it infront of others...just like..in other ppl's eyes...im a happy go lucky person...m i realli that kind of person??or m i just putting a act infront of others??haha..i dun even know that...haiz...my sis say that im infulence by my friends ard mi..but..wad i know is that..they nvr...this is wad i am in the past..is just that..i nvr show out...but..just like wad i used to say...im out of control.that's y..all the things jus come out without going in my brain 1st...haha...but..wad i used to know is that...frm sec1...i have been saying about jumping dwn from e building..or wad so ever...herm...my witness: MR JEFFREY CHONG FU XIONG...haha..he hate mi calling his full name..bt i love calling his full name..i rmb when i was sec2 if im nt wrong...i send him n jiayi a msg abt im in hospital coz of dun wad thing..bcoz that day is april's fool day..so..ya..but i everytime tell him i going to die...den he haven see finish the whole msg..he msg mi bck ask mi if im alright..lol..actually there's another part at e bottom..saying that is a prank..haha..bt..i realli need to tnx him..bcuz of his "blurness"..i know that..at least 1 day when something happen to mi..there's some1 cares abt mi..of coz..my family will b sad..bt..ya..haiz...jus wonder...

wonder...wonder if..1 day im nt around...ppl who make promise to mi..will they cont to obey the promise..or..they will...jus break it...herm...ok...this sentence does nt refer to ani1..especially nt for those who already break..is for those who are trying to fulfil their promise...herm...haha...i tink im a tigeress infront of them..coz..everytime..i use a veri wad tone to talk to them...haha...but..i dun care...wad i do is for their own good...either they say mi naggy or busybody...since i have treat them as my fren..i will do my best to help them...haha...actually e promise is invisible la..bt..everytime they see mi with e look...they will like know wad i will say..den they will quickly..tell mi e truth..haha...bt..sometimes..i duno e "truth" is e truth nt la...bt..if they say..i must believe them...haha...

Peilin

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