.Monday, May 07, 2007 ' 5/07/2007 01:16:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lOsT daIRy cHpT 103:
erm...left 4 more papers to go...hai..stupid exams...hai...WOOTS!!!i think mr sehkar going to meet my parents liao..-_-...coz..my grades confirm like shit...haha...i find myself have to control with my reaction n feelings...i cannot say things without going tru my brain liao...haha..but..i wonder if i have a brain...haha...coz..im so stupid...herm...bt..."BEING A BIO STUDENT"...haha...lame...i know that every human being have a brain..lol..i find myself being lame n more lame by days..haha...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESS!!haha...i tink..onli mi,cindy n july rmb that...haha..coz..i reminded kitty abt it...haha...den weijin...hai...so blur...bt..realli no time go n choose a nice present that suit her..so...erm..let's make it a belated...haha..being such a idiot now adays...i know wad they are going to do..bt..i have no guts to stop them..haha...say until too serious liao..in other words is..to prevent animore things to happen..haha...coz..if i stop them...wha...tian xia da luan...too serious again..nt until so luan la...is like...it will create alot of unhappiness...hai...mayb...sometimes...i realli need to do things without going tru my mind...haha...so indecisive...it's been a long way down..n..im realli veri tired..no matter on which thing...making everything so diff for myself for wad??haha..i duno..herm..learning to see things clear n easy...haha...this is to prevent myself for getting into more trouble..but..sometimes...i dun mind myself getting into trouble for my frens..haha..coz..at least..i have tried my veri veri veri best to help..so..if..it dosent work out..i will still cont to help..coz..wad are frens for??haha...i sound like cindy n marvin liao...haha..if u are worth for my care...u will know that i care...if u dun feel abt my care..e onli possible reason is that...u dun nd my care..there will b some1 else to care..haha...chimalogy...haha...i myself also get confuse on wad im talking right nw...haha..
erm..yesterday..haha...realli nvr study much...coz...you ren and mou ren "disturbing" mi..or shld i say they are playing with mi??haha..i doubt so..bt...haha...duno y...jus feel so funni...haha...i tink...i agree wad cindy say...true frens will make u laugh until cry..although i nvr cry...bt..at least...haha...ya...i know who are my frens....haha..
i find myself like to think nonesense..haha...