lOsT dairY ChPt 119:

herm...a advice frm my fren...dun stop writing blog bcz of some1...haha...ok..i head to that fren's advice...

duno wad to say..feel like leaving...throwing everything that bothers mi away...y cant i just throw away all my responsibilities...all...jus...everything...i just simply hate myself for everything...everything...i realli feel like leaving...y must i keep on doing all this things??told myself to stop...bt...i just cant stop myself...i just duno wad to do...

i just simply myself in a maze...i tot i have came to the end of the maze..i open the door...saw e light that is right infrot of mi...i tot tt..it is jus e end of e maze..my courage made mi walk right into the door..i find myself in a different world...however...tis world that i slowly getting used to is nt e world i want...am i doing the right thing to walk into this door??in e begining..i hope that..at the other side of the door..is the place where i want to go..and..i would like to stay forever in it..bt...everything ard mi..changes me...suiting into this environment that i dun wish to be..bt..i have no choice...slowly...i cant remember what i was like in the pass...when im in e maze...and what i was like..before entering the maze...time fades my memory...all i rmb nw...is nt e things i want to remember...maybe...it is wrong for me to leave e maze...at least..in e maze..i rmb wad i used to be...is just tt..it is veri diff for mi to get bck to e past..nw..i can even rmb...how???who can help mi??

how i wish..i could leave this place...throwing away my troubles....

LosT dAIry cHpt 118:



长长的路凳,没有颜色的夕阳,左边空着的座位,还会坐上谁的温暖?拎着行李,我一路回望,看到了记忆里的我们,在甜蜜的笑....当玫瑰的泪水环绕,我要让你看见我的骄傲,还要微笑着说出誓言,永远不老! 谁可以给谁幸福? 爱是一种凄凉，一种伤痛，失去了伤痕仍然在彼此心中

我没有目标的往前走,不转弯,愚蠢的执着.路两旁长满了芦苇，有的上面刻着爱的诺言，有的伤痕累累，那些天长地久被时间封印起来，像人们心上无法愈合的伤疤. 有枯黄的苇叶飘落下来,它们干涩的脉络似乎写尽了叶子一生的繁华和苍凉,最终,它选择了死亡,毅然决然,化作脚下清脆的一响，让人心寒。

不爱就借过 我们一直要去哪里?走得那么急,等跑到终点一看,却什么也不剩了

LOSt DaIrY CHPt 117:

erm..alot of things have happen tis few weeks..cindy migrate last fri..unfortunately...i cry..haha..i tink cindy must be veri surprised bah when she heard that i cry frm matt...haiz.....my grandmother pass away last fri too..so..last sat n sun have been quite busy...herm...den come to school..need to help resolve alot of things..realli veri tired..tired until..i can slp when i was watching tv..den at night..i can slp right away...so long le lor..i usually cant immediately slp de..haha..bt..realli veri tired this few days...even my fren msg mi at night..i also nvr sense..until morn den reply...haha..so sorry...den...ya...i need to tnx some of my friends...i tink u guys know who u are..help mi solve my problems..ya...im nt tt strong...i can admit tt..sometimes..i realli need help from others...coz.. realli duno how to solve things tt im involved...ya..thank you veri much...im nw more relax le...haiz...next month will get back my mt results..hope i will score well...hope like wad jian le told mi...i can do veri well...ya..he's e 1st person to ask mi how's my paper was done..den i told him i did veri badly..bt..he's good...he told mi tt..since he know mi..my mt have been veri good..so ask mi dun worry..haiz...hope like wad he say bah...i can do well...

herm...i tink i will not write blog for e time being..but..still can tag my board..i will reply...especially cindy...haha...e tagboard is for u de..haha..n of coz to my frens..

Peilin

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