erm..quite moody..lolx..cz..even is during e day..i've been thinking alot...thinking about the past..thinking about all e 'what if' that could happen..haha..maybe i'm nt e 1 i am now..hehe..totally hate myself now...haha...hate e person that keep on saying lies...hate e person that onli thinks e onli way to slove the problem is to escape...haha..and..e person i hate is....ME!!!hehe...i think i told many people about it before...e most irritating and hateful person that i've ever encounter is MYSELF!!!haha...i should b proud of myself???herm...i don't think i need any person which is nt fit to help mi...erm...understand??Haha...funni sia...i think hardly people understand wad i say...haha...and also..must add this point..i'm nt a person that will commit suicide...haha...i must say that clear...cz..ok..get bck to tt pig...haha...my working fren...1 day..we are discussing about death...haha...lame topic i can say...bt...we have a long conversation about it..and e conclusion he get is that...i'm e kind of person that will do foolish thing when i don't get my mind clear..haha...to a certain extend....he's right la...haha....ok...bt...i'm ok...lol...in my point of view...i'm counted as ok la...haha...so...ya...i'm fine...


ok...get back to some real topic...haha...what real topic i have???erm...let mi think...haha....i cant think of any...oh ya...christmas is around the corner...and...i'm veri happy...bt..in e other hand..im nt happy at all!!!cz..need to choose and buy present...haha...happy because gt present to take...haha....xian shi de nv ren...and...also 1 year have passed...i have gone through more things than before..haha..which is obvious..and i've handle many things in this year..which i can say that...to some extend...i'm happy about what i've done this year...haha...e most happy thing is...i've made a happy farewell party for cindy...haha...and sad thing is..need to send her off...but...now..everything will b past tense..haha...and wad i'm looking forward is e future tense...haha...i've learnt many things through the things i've encounter this year..haha...eh...all this shloud save for e year end post...haha...so..i shall stop hre...cont e post before next yr starts!!!haha...lame sia...

开始懂了，人生就是这样。。。不应该得到的。。不管你多想要。。即使强求也得不到。。所以，我学会笑着放手，笑着说。。再见。。。