lOst dairy chPt 159:

tue went out with kitty,sinee,jiayi and yixin...went to kbox...den after that...we went for dinner...haha...PIZZA HUT!!!haiz....so boring at home...nothing to watch....or shld i say..gt alot of things to watch..but still need to wait...cause...tmr sister going out...den need to wait for her...den sat and sun she going for open hse..hence...i think i can watch my shows on mon...haiz...

herm...i'm realli quite worried...cause there's no body i know in NP...bt,seems..i have persuade myself not to b so scared...e worries compared from the beginning is nt tt much le...but...wad can i say??is a new school,new environment,new people...so..there's a great possibilities that people there have their own friend and own gang..so...ya...must know the fact la...but...to be alone...herm...haha...i duno wad to say..maybe is good...haha...who knows??haha...

yesterday have a talk with "panda kor kor" over the phone...haha...heard quite a similar story that i've go through from him...bt,somehow...no matter what i tell him.he jus dun listen in...haha...maybe that's e onli common thing i and him have...STUBBORN!!haha...but e onli thing that differs between my story and his story is that...e girl in his story...somehow...tells him wad's she's doing..ya..to me...that's more hurting la...so..i..somehow "support"...eh...support is e wrong word..cause is wrong..but...i cant do anything..cause..if stand in his point of view..maybe...tis is e onli way to prevent him from getting hurt..so..ya...to prevent him from getting hurt again..maybe wad's he doing now...is e only way bah...but..e onli thing that i'm afraid of is...e same thing will happen again..e thing that happen 3 years ago will happen again..but,from wad i know from him is..i'm e onli person know wad's he doing and everything she do to him realli hurt him...i realli dun tink i shld leave him alone now if i'm just scared tt e "incident" will happen once again...shld i just leave him to himself??or shld i cont to help him??haiz...really duno wad is right and wrong..wad i suppose to do or not suppose to do...连自己也救不了的人，能救别人吗？

have been thinking if i should really give up my dreams...but..somehow..my mother...haha..don't want me to do...haha..because..i told my mother what cindy told me about going mel and study with her...i told my mother that...it should be the only way that i can pursue my dream...but..my mum...haha..says...she don't want me to go overseas right now...although..she knows that i wanted to be independent...however,she still don't want me to go mel...haiz...maybe...when i've started to work..i can take the course as a part time course bah...at least..i can study..right??but..i need to work 1st...cause i don't want to use my parents money to study e course...so...e onli thing i can do is...study wad i'm suppose to study 1st..work..and study wad i WANT to study...

OMG!!!AARON IS ALSO POSTED TO NGEE ANN POLY!!!at least there's some1 i realli know in tt school...but..e onli bad thing abt tis guy is...he likes to disturb me...hope that he dun say any stupid things out in e future school...god bless me...haha...herm...quite relieve...cause...someone i know is in e school..haha...i'm not tt alone afterall...haha...

Peilin

[#] SiS
[#] MinZ
[#] pInG YInG
[PRPS] ChE YeE
[PRPS] FelIcIa
[PRPS] KAr yEe
[PRPS]JiaN LE
[EV] ciNDY
[EV]grace
[EV] jEss
[EV] maTtHew
[EV] MaRvIn
[EV] JOnATHan QUeck~jie mEi
[EV] NELsoN
[EV] YaN
[EV] jeFfRey
[EV] JiA yI
[EV] JOEy
[EV] peI jUaN
[EV] Si qIn/SI qi
[EV] GLoRIa
[EV] kITty
[EV] PrISciLLA
[EV] Yi XiN
[EV]cHeVaLyn
[EV]PRIsCIlla foO
[EV]DaRryL loW
[EV]vICKy
[EV]JEeVan
[EV]juLy
[EV]JoNAtHan OnG
[EV]FeDeRIck
[EV]wI cHen
[EV]amIRa
[NP]AVT07
[NP]AVT08
[NP]AVT-V21
[NP]sOnG keAt
[NP]rONnEy
[NP]fiOna
[NP]hAI XIn
[NP]wArdah
[NP]CheNg zHIA
[NP]GiNa[NP] FLORENCE
[NP] gaRy
[NP] NiCoLe
[NP] kieN ChyE