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few days ago...receive e orientation camp letter from ngee ann...haiz...i'm not sure if i wanted to go..cause...if i go..i'll be alone...but..if i don't go,i'll nt meet new ppl...haiz...is a 4days and 3night camp...shld i go??i wonder if i can overcome the loneliness there...haiz...jeevan that idiot asked me to go...he's such an idiot...business is over...and..i don't have to listen to wad he say...haiz...although there's some part of what he say is true..but...somehow...hai...haven made any decision yet...

haha..as usual...watching jdrama...haha....seems that i everyday do the same thing until my friends know what i'm doing...haha...yesterday federick called mi...den he say everyday..i'm either watching tv,watching programmes online and use computer...i have nothing to do...haha..erm...i agree to certain extent...haha...why i sound like doing ss??hai...miss school..mis my schoolmates..miss doing homework...haha...i must be mad...just now watching dragon zakura...haiz...sad sia..last time some of the maths qn..i can easily ans it...but..somehow..my brain turns faulty....haha...i think that's because i haven touch any book since O level finish...oh..got...when i'm teaching guan leong some chem qn..i did touch some of my notes...bt...haha...if nw ask mi those easy science qn..i may nt be able to ans...unless there's notes beside mi..and let mi tink..where's my notes.....erm...maybe somewhere in the recycling bin...haha...and for science notes...some will be with guan leong...ya....haha...

haha...after watching so many jdrama...somehow...i wonder...why i don't have childhood friend...haha...funny idea...it jus came across my mind...haha...cz...it seems that...childhood friends are those who understand u better than anyone...who u can rely on when u are in bad mood...cause is childhood friends...we understand each other...haha...but too bad...i don't have...haha...eh...actually...there's one...but...unfortunately...haha...he moved to sengkang...ya...is during pri3 right??i tink so...haha...ya...my childhood friend...haha...but...we don't really know each other now...haha...remember...is that idiot who pass mi e "chicken pox"...cause when he's sick..i still play with him...haha...when e both of us gt...haha...luckily we keep each other accompany...ya...but...he is much more clever den mi...so...we are always in different class...haha...ya...so funny...haha...i still remember....when i'm still a small kid..i don't like to lose...so..whenever...we play monopoly with my sis and his bro...haha...when is lose...i'll always say i don't want to play...haha...i still need him to come and persuade me to cont play...haha...but..somehow..due to e change of environment...haha...e last time i saw him...is...3 yrs ago??not sure...haha...he came with his father to my hse to repair my house aircon since his father used to repair the aircon for my house for many years...haha...he and his bro will take turns to help his dad...haha...i tink tt's the last time we met..and haha...e most funny ting is that...we bcum a hi and bye friend...haha...weird...haha..tinking back...many things changes...haha...haiz...childhood friens="hi,bye" friend...haha..intresting yea?

记忆，或许，是永远也不会改变的吧。。但人，却会因为环境的因素而改变。。人啊。。咳。。真是搞不清楚的动物。。应该是因为，人是被视为高等动物，因此，为了在这个世界生存，必须耍点心机。。说为：胜者为王，败者为寇。。因此，人，都不善于表达自己。。有的，甚至隐藏真实的自己。。哈哈。。到头来。。连自己是怎样的一个人也搞不清楚。。人，应该都是这样复杂的吧。。咳。。人生，要怎样活才算是“活得精彩”又有几个人在这个世界上是可以真真正正的被视为“活得精彩”的人呢？不是我悲观，而是。。很多成年人，在大部分的时间都是在耍心机的。。所以，不能被视为“活得精彩”的人。。。我看啊。。只有小孩子。。才能“活得精彩”吧。。。在他们小小世界里。。。哈哈。。看起来。。长大。。好像不是一件好事。。。哈哈。。

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