.Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ' 4/30/2008 05:09:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lOst Dairy Chpt 183:
phew...luckily i have a grp in IAC already...luckily...haha...quite happy..bcz e problem have been solved...ya...bt...ya...i have some fault la..so...no choice...haha...i blur la..bt..from nw on..i'll check e mail everyday..haha...
waiting for french klaz..argh...sian...still gt 50 min to go...haiz...i wan die le la...hahaha...jus finish compro lesson...argh...y everytime do compro my head will pain??haha...must study tmr..cz..is a holiday...haha...need to revise FCE4 and compro..cz..there's test on week6...haha...den i dun need to have dinner tt day le..cz..after compro...need to rush to french klaz...haiz...sian
.Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ' 4/29/2008 04:03:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dAiry Chpt 182:
i'm tired!!!ran e bkb court for 2 rounds..den i also 4get wad i do for e rest of e lesson..haha..too tired le..LOL..i realli need to exercise...haha..if not..i cant build my stamina up..LOL...
ronney ask me to paragraph my post..haha...so..i'll paragraph it...
erm..today den found out there's a change in my timetable..althhough is still 8-12..bt..e lesson is diff..i have IAC and COMT..bt..for IAC...we onli have 6wks,,,and i've missed 3 wks...i wanna cry liao(for ur info..when i say i wanna cry..is nt tt i realli wanna cry...is just that i don't know what to do)..i super worried abt my IAC...i dun wan re-tk it..i heard from my frens in COMT that they are already in groups..haiz..i super duper scared nw...but den,fabian told me that sherman onli today den went for his IAC lesson...bt den...i still veri scared...cz..i tink sherman have a grp already..and nw...i have no grp..and fabian says that they have a on going project to do..OMG...how??i die already...WHICH IDIOT CHANGE MY TIMETABLE AND NEVER INFORM ME!!!
federick is like keep on asking me not to be angry...bt..i'm nt angry..i just...erm...duno how to describe my feeling la...worried??i nt sure leh...i jus want to settle this thing...bt..i duno how to settle it...argh!!!headache again...omg!!!
.Saturday, April 26, 2008 ' 4/26/2008 07:45:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
LoST DAiRy ChpT 181:
haiz...very tired...sian...haha...jus came back home...lol...tired...wake up ard 8.25 cz kang hui called me..ask me wan go eat breakfast...duh...i still slping ask me go eat breakfast..wanna kill him ar..wake me up...den cant fall aslp le..haha..den saw federick sms yesterday night.so..reply him...den may msg me also..so..lie on e bed to sms...haha...tired to wake up..lol...den after sms may..also duno how i fall asleep until my dad come in...den already 10..need to wake up le..if nt will be late for klaz..
after klaz..meet may at cs kiddy palace..den go bhg to buy baby clothes...haha...den when we reach..used frec's laptop to chat with yenting...haha...den chat chat chat..den eat steamboat...i and may is like..dun wan eat...den frec keep on taking food for e both of us...haha...den he nvr eat...after a while..started to grab some food from e pot..haha...den frec's friend is so lame...omg...haha..start to bicker with that guy..i totally cant stand...lol...is like another nelson...omg...haha..so stupid sia...“不熟,你把你自己放进去就熟了”=_=haha..den frec go tell his mother gt 1 girl in NP keep on beating him...haha...den i go 自首..lol..tell his mum is me..=x...tt idiot..ask him cannot tell his mum le still tell...*yawn*..veri tired..wan go rest le...let's look at some photos...
frec's baby sis...haha...she so cute...LOL...babies are all cute...
cake...
gambling...aiyoyo..
erm...yesterday...duno y..was like sort of crazy...haha...i was talking to frec online..and suddenly..i go tell him abt tt childish guy?(cindy shld know who)..LOL..i was so damn pissed off again when i tink of wad tt guy do..OMG...lol..nw...my temper is up again...haha...
“期待。。期待奇迹出现的那一天。。。”哈哈。。我自己也不知道,我在期待什么。。只是。。。
.Friday, April 25, 2008 ' 4/25/2008 07:24:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lOSt DAIry cHpT 180:
erm..today...all maths..tired..haha..saw sushi at canteen 2 today...haha..bt went to KAP for lunch..so nvr sty in canteen 2...den jus nw..sushi tell mi all his frens veri handsome..erm..haha..i somehow zhi yi his defination for handsome..lol...cz he say jeffrey handsome...haha...den still gt others..erm..ard 45% of his handsome guy is realli handsome...haha...i tink i shld't believe him to much...haha...i want go tell his fren he gt 1 nickname call sushi..haha...wan sabo him..lol..
erm..tmr going frec hse...haha..i wan go see his baby sister...LOL..cute girl..too bad ronney have workshop in e afternoon..so...he cant come..haiz...so sad...haiz...
i'm so tired..tired until i totally have no mood to do my theory hw..omg..i tink tmr zhang lao shi going to scold me..haha..nt say i improve le..
next week gt quiz...need study le...
.Thursday, April 24, 2008 ' 4/24/2008 03:11:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lOSt dAirY ChpT 179:
OMG!!!i get 50m for my MDA quiz today...haha...totally unprepared..LOL..cz..i duno today gt quiz...haiz...sad sia...haha...ltr still gt 1 more quiz interview...omg...HELP!!!i dun wan go in front..LOL..nw having klaz..erm...actually read finish le la...jus scared duno how to do nia...haha...erm..today went to SIM and eat my lunch...haha...expensive..bt...ok la...nt bad la...haha..now fiona having test..haha...ltr den i go..haha..jiajun so funny...send every1 everybody's contact..haha...how to say...he so helpful..haha...bt...i find him a little bo liao..haha...bt..is good la..at least we can get to know each other better tru msn...right???LOL...finally 1 wk is gonna finish..haha...all i wan to do nw is slp...i veri tired sia..haha...n i gt so many hw...LOL...
yesterday federick call me..erm...wonder wad happen...haha..cz..when i ask him y he call me...den he ask me wad i doing...tt time i jus gt back...den he say nvm..ask me go rest...tue also like tt...call me...bt..i realli veri tired...*wonder what happen to him*..and he says he's working...y he work??he shld b concentrating on O lvls...tis guy is going to get scolded by me when he call me again...haha..maybe he read tis post...dun wan call me la...haha...let's see..haha...funny right??ok...anyway...jus write tis post to kill time la...haha...so boring...dun type le...need go take e quiz le...haiz...
.Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ' 4/23/2008 09:44:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lOsT dAIry ChpT 178:
haha...back home...finally...penny keep laughing at me jus nw..haha...cz the teacher keep talking crap..den dun let us go..den i was like...keep on asking her to faster with my "typical" face...haha...ppl who always hang out with me will know my "typical" face...haha...ya...today..gt..maths..den engineering mechanics...OMG..i dun understand at all...ARGH...bt..luckily..during e 10min break..i start to catch hold on wad my teacher going to say...haha...and ronney is our klaz CR...haha..cool...haha..den i was like..ronney...ur name is on e board..he still say frec is ronney...so funny..i guess no1 wans to b CR bah..cz...e responsibility is veri veri big..is CR who contach our klaz advisor and all..h.aha...good lucks to him...haha...after engineering mechanics...gt compro...haha.."ji lo ji lo one"...haha...today is still e same...haha...den e compro today is so diff...OMG...haha..bt..luckily...gt smart frens ard me...so...veri fast know how to do...haha...den submit...i get 80m...argh..i wan 100...cz...lanxiang get 100...e teacher help her submit..haha..haiz...tired..den went to canteen 1 after alot if mis communication with penny...haha..went to canteen 1 to meet frec and fiona...den chat der...ya...den blah blah blah...haha...that's all for today...
.Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ' 4/22/2008 06:03:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
LoST DaIRY chpT 177:
erm...jus wake up my afternoon nap...OMG...tonight sure shi mian again..IDITOT!!haha..cz really veri tired...tired until i fall alseep when i'm watching youtube..haiz...jus now practicing piano...reminds me a joke...haha..my teacher says i've IMPROVED!!!haha...wad a joke??i nvr practice last week sia..everyday go school..den is like i see e piano already sian...den she still say i improve...haha....i was tinking where i improve...haha...
anyway...today woke up at 5.30..haha..cause dun wan to be late for kalz...haha...den reach school at ard 720..waited for larrisa..haha...we are still late for klaz...haha..nvm..cz still gt 1 more guy later den us...erm...cz..drizzling..so...nvr really played bkb...just practice some techniqes...haha...den after that...went to the IT helpdesk...to do e lisence thing...haha...luckily i'm nt late...haha...den was with kien chye...den stupid shariff is like..u change boyfriend already ar??duh=_=...please la..i also dun wan everytime hang out with guys...haha...is jus that CATS klaz...i onli know ppl from EE division...haiz...den went for lunch with larrisa and frec..after that..went back to EV...den meet guan leong in e canteen..chit chat with him ard 10min...den when e bell goes..he have to head for his MT klaz...haha...need to psycho him come NP next yr...haha...like tt..he will suffer like me..LOL..keep saying i veri shuang...lesson start so late..-_-lesson start late..late go home...lesson start early...need to wake up early..veri tiring lei...haha...tmr have klaz until 8...dad nt cuming to fetch...tired...need to go hm by myself...haiz...8 finish school..ard 8.10 will walk to e bus stop...den ard 845 will b at e train...if i veri lucky...gt train la..den 945 will reach pasir ris..den 10 reach home...OMG!!!i'll miss my show!!!haha...how?!?omg...
.Monday, April 21, 2008 ' 4/21/2008 08:54:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
loST DAIry chpt 176:
argh!!!i super tired!!!meet quek at pasir ris today...haha...and is like e train goes veri fast..cause we veri fast reach dover le..ya...den went for class...haha...so tired...feel like sleeping lor during e prac...haha..but cannot..cause behind gt one more teacher...haha...sian...tmr still need to go to e IT help desk and repair my scientific notebook..sians...haha...cause i'll be alone...plus...e IT helpdesk open at 8.30...so..i can onli go there after my klaz ended...bt..='(tmr 1st period is sports and wellness...i scared i lost my laptop sia...gt phobia liao...haha...very scary ar...den i also duno e teacher will help us keep nt...argh!!!den still gt lesson right after tt..and is like..my next room is so far away from e place where my sports and wellness will take place...argh....haha...today very funny sia...compro..e teacher zero he says ziro...haha...den fiona is down there laughing and laughing..and when i see her laugh..i cant stop laughing...haha...kana influence..and florence and gena is like keep on talking back to that teacher..haha...e klaz is actually super boring...bt bcz of all e talking backs...it became funny...haha...e whole klaz is laughing..only one guy...new guy...nvr seen him e last week..so maybe is new student bah...haha..i rmb his name...haha...karl ivan...haha..rmb bcz is karl...like the show...haha...so "cool" lor him..nvr smile de..i wonder is he like matthew(my EE division matthew)..haha...duno how to smile..haha...anyway...is non of my business...haha...shall try to talk to him...haha...if nt...he'll b so lonely...everytime alone..haha...den frec is like..let's go talk to him..haha...den i was like...u go 1st...haha...he so cold until i dun dare to stay close...gt a weird atmosphere..haha...anyway..shld be able to communicate after a while...haha...
seems like time really wash away alot of things...things that have happen 4 1/2 yrs...haha...acting as if nth have happen...herm...maybe is because..i'm e one who still remembers...because of that...i really change alot in sec1...as...i dun wan to repeat everything again...haha...ya...maybe..i should 4get abt it too...haha...
know tis guy..super duper like jeevan...haha...i sort of starting to stay away from him..cz..whenever i see him..he reminds me oh jeevan sia...haha..he's a scary person...haha...
.Sunday, April 20, 2008 ' 4/20/2008 08:40:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
losT daiRy Chpt 175:
haha...my father was browsing the pics i took on fri..haha...guess wad he say??he says that matt become more handsome...den i was like...=_=..duh...are u kidding me??where gt...haha..no offence matt...haha...yea...funny sia...
anyway..although tis 2 days is weekend..i'm still damn tired...dun feel like waking up...bt..have to..cz..have classes at e morn..haiz...tis 2 days...my stupid laptop have pissed me off...luckily nw i can do e mel on my hse com..if nt..i sure will go mad...haha...den frec was like...can u stop scolding idiot?(cause i keep scolding my com idiot...)den i ask him..stupid can??haha...i can joke even if i'm in a bad mood...hmm...haha...anyway...nt really in a bad mood..is "just" pissed off...haha...den luqman is like..u go and have a rest..cause i realli dun feel like replying him..i pissed off wad..although he duno wad happen...haha...den he say..i can sense that u are in a bad mood...go rest...haha...sense??erm...shld try better in hiding my mood next time..haha...cant influence ppl...yea...and i dun be like some1 else also..haha...shhh....cannot say....haha...ya...
and i have to admit that..i'm stupid...and i realli can bang against the wall and let myself die..i go swallow my..................................................................idiot...haha....cannot say also...shhhhhhhh!!!cz..i dun wan ppl think i'm stupid..is ok to let cindy and grace know...haha...bt no1 can know tis stupid thing i've done...haha...i told my sis..ltr i cant wake up e next day...den my sis is like..stop talking nonesense...haha...den cindy and grace is like..nth will happen de la...haha...den i went to check online..LOL..i will be alright...den i was like "heng ar"...haha...cz..although tis world...erm..so ugly that i dun wan to see anymore...bt..at least...i wan to live a few more years...at least i've to go mel and see my dear cindy...right??i promise her i'll go..someday...haha..so..i have to fulfill my promise...cant go against my promise..(erm...did i say correctly..LOLX...cause..my eng bad la...if wrong..den too bad lor..if correct..haha..den good...)ya...wad i promise i'll do it...so..cindy..relax...i'll die after go mel and see u...haha....yea...and..i'll also promise i'll force matt to come with me...cause i have tis feeling that..he already 4get abt tis promise...he..sort of...选着性失意疹。。yea...haha...bt...not so soon la..u know la..my parents and my sis...ya...so..let's wait a few more yrs...hahax...or maybe i'll join u to study psychology 3 more yrs...right??must be positive wad...haha...so..maybe within tis 3 yrs..i'm able to convince my parents and sis...right??hope to see ya soon...haha...
missing the old days....
.Friday, April 18, 2008 ' 4/18/2008 11:07:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
losT DAIRy chpt 174:
erm..today is a tired day..because..e whole day..i'm doing maths...headache...ya...slowly getting use to e new environment...haha..started to b noisy..bt..nt as noisy infront of sec frens...ya...today when i walking to e bus stop..saw amelia and guilin..haha...i was on e phone with grace and suddenly some1 shouted my name..when i turn back..i saw amelia..haha..so shock..it had been 4yrs since we last met...haha...ya...she now in early childhood..so good..h.aha...ya...anyway...today finish work early..so have a small talk with mr foo...was talking abt my 1st choice as psychology...haha..he agrees that each course should touch on some psychology...haha...i totally agree with him..LOL...cause cant study so in dept..wanted to study some...haha...anyway..since i'm in AVT..i shall realli study hard...yea...so..waited for my dad to drive me home...ya..he drove me back home to put my laptop and bag..so he can bath also...haha...use e laptop a little while..den my dad drove me back to EV...bt..e stupid guard dun let us in...luckily e old guard let my dad in although he dosent have any invitation..den my dad ask if he can bring me and my frens in..so..haha..i'm in EV..went to e hall 1st...when mr loh saw me...e 1st sentence is "ur dad gt come??" den i say ya..bt..just nw e guard dun wan let him in...LOL..den mr loh seems to be veri worried or wad...haha...den walk veri fast to see my dad...haha..after tt..i don't know wad happen..saw mrs tan...den ask her to let me see her baby photo...haha..so cute...den mrs tan scold quek for going poly..haha...snatch alot of ppl chance...haha..den i was down der..ya lor..ya lor...haha...den meet matt outside e general office...haha...den took some pics...den went up to e hall again...saw mr tan...den mr tan is like "oh u are here"...den keep finding e usher to help me find a seat to sit in e hall...den i was like...eh..dun need la...i dun need..i stay outside can le...haha..bt..afterall,went in and sit with yixin they all..haha...den see e whole performance...after that...took pics again...haha..den ilylia was like asking me how's my school life..haha..den i intro her AVT...haha..she seems to be interested...haha..hope to see her next yr....let's take a look at the pics...=))
nazreen and me...
mrs tan and me...
mrs tan baby girl...CINDY!!have a look at tis cute girl...haha..mrs tan says she look like her husband..haha...
waheeda,me,shakilah and matt...
matt and me...
yan and me...
haha...again is me and matt...he wans to let ppl see his ACJC badge...haha..
matt and me again...haha...
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li ying,me,mr tan and wan huui...
my juniors and me....wan huui from e left,liying,ashikin,me,ilylia and rachel..
my JIEMEI quek eating peanuts...haha...
yixin and me...
quek and me..
grace,mr foo and mi...
me,tan lao shi,grace..and hui min at e back..haha...tan lao shi was like...take pics again??from last yr take until nw...haha...bt..i dun care..haha..must have pics to make some memory..haha..and also do my wallpaper...haha...need some new photos to update..haha...
me,miss shanta and grace...
me and mr tan..=D
erm...wan huui,ilylia,ashikin li ying,me and mr tan...haha..my juniors..
.Thursday, April 17, 2008 ' 4/17/2008 08:24:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
losT DaiRy chpt 173:
ok...thanks to jeevan..i know who's using me...how to say??i dun like being use..bt i dun mind..eh..weird...ok..or shld i say..if u wan use me for something..jus tell me...as if i'll kill u like tt??although i dun like bt at least u tell me..i know..i'll nt b so angry...pissed me off...haha...and thanks to jeevan also..i realli thinks tt ppl are scary...haha..ok..shall stop here...dun cont le..................................................................................................................................................................
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irritated..one good point that i've learn from jeevan during business is that..i realli know who's using me...haha...which maybe is a bad pt also..cause if i duno...i'll may be happier..and i dun need to care too much le...haiz....anyway..nw..in a new school...i realli wanna get out of e life that i've gone tru last few yrs...cindy...u shld understand y i choose NP...although there's little ppl i know there from EV..and feel a little uncomfortable..bt..i rather go NP den go TP,NYP or SP...haiz...
这世界好恐怖阿!是我把人心看得太险恶了吗??每个人常常说,女人心,海底针。。可是我觉得,每个人,包括男人的心都是海底针。。。永远也猜不到。。。不喜欢这种感觉。。。
. ' 4/17/2008 05:06:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
loSt Dairy cHPt 172:
haiz...jus came back from school..erm..4 days in NP...haha...still staying quiet...haha...sometimes...cause if i'm noisy..will be super noisy...ya...yesterday reach home at ard..9 plus...ya...so tired until dun feel like using com...erm..yesterday have e freshman sports day or duno wad la...ya...den as usual..kept quiet..haha...duno y..sports day made me tinks of EV..maybe because almost every year i've been running ard during sports day..and have not realli sit down and watch...bt..nw..sitting der..shouting e cheers..made me feel odd...haha...duno why..although last time is tiring..running on e field under e big sun...bt..every1 is happy...we can do wadever we want...haha...can snatch hy hav cam to take e pics...and talk..haha...lots of memory abt sports day...maybe that's e reason y i feel weird...ya...took lots of pic...with my notebook...haha...have a good look..haha...somehow..no matter wad..my smile will nvr change in e pic...haha...bt..feel tired taking so many pics...haha...and shawn gave me e website to take e EE FOC pics...have a look at e pics too...tmr going back EV...haiz..so tired...dun feel like doing piano theory...so tiring...feel like killing myself...haha...so lazy...lazy until dun feel like practice piano also...haha...i hate piano!!lol..jkjk...jus feel so tired...haha...
fiona and me in cateen 2 waiting to attend our foreign language klaz..
LOL...can see e backgrd??is e rollercoaster...haha..frec is at e left,den e girl covering e face is larissa den ronney is beside me...
oh...we are all having high fever...haha...
haha...our face is glowing...haha...
erm...we are tinking abt something...bt...wad is sheamus(hope i spell correctly) doing??
haha...4 pics in 1 pic...
me and larrisa...ronney is behind...
me and larrisa in e front...behind...there's luqman behind me...den frec,ronney,qinghui and jiajun(haha..if i nvr rmb wrongly his name...)ya...
me and larrisa in e front again...den luqman,frec qinghui and ronney...btw..wad's ronney's hand doing?
haha...me and luqman in e front...larrisa,ronney and frec at e back..
LOL...can any1 spot darryl low??
haha...i tink tis pic is much more clearer
let's have a good look at farhan's face...haha...kana draw until like tt...
have a closer look...haha...
larrisa,yanting(my darling..haha...cause she call me darling also),yuanxin,hannah and me..in e camp...photo taken by shawn...
haha...LIGHTS!!!stephen in e pic also...extra..haha...
another pic of lights with stephen...
LIGHTS!!!
e block family...haha..tt guy in e middle is song keat...
haha...we beating up song keat..
LIGHTS...
看到一个跟你很像的人。。不知道为什么。。或许是头发(哈哈)又或者是因为感觉吧。。幸好和他不一样科。。但,每次看到那个人。。都会放空。。真讨厌自己啊。。好想一头撞死自己。。这样一来,什么烦恼都会部件。。今天在笔记本上写了一句话。。“事情都有两面,事情怎么解决是在于你怎样看这件事。。”最近,很困扰一些事情。。但,看开了后,想法也会不同。。所以,慢慢的,放开了。。人也会开朗许多。。trying very hard not to think too much now...i want e old me back..i don't want to care anything already...since..i cant get back to e past..i can onli make my future better..so,next time i'll nt regret and wanted to get back to e future again...yea..JIAYOU...haha...
.Tuesday, April 15, 2008 ' 4/15/2008 07:05:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lOSt DaIrY CHpt 171:
ok..i'm bored...that's why there's 2 post in a day...LOL..sometimes..too early come back also nth to do..LOL...anyway..bcz too boring...online e previous msn acct...haha...jeffrey chong and sinee msg me..haha...how come is e 2 of them??lol...anyway..tis blog..they will nt see..haha...cz..is new address...haha...they wun kill mi for that...ya...was talking to luqman jus nw also..ask mi meet him ard 8.15...lol..if meet him 8.15..i need to wake up extremly early..haha..i must be crazy den...bt..anyway..contact him again tmr...ok..was soooooooooo boring that..went to friendster...haha...went to see how's my frens now adays...herm..wad can i say...copyrights seems to have adapt to e new environment...especially pris,chevalyn and ebenzer..cause they are in e same course and school...haha..no much diff...somehow...quite miss frens in sec...although...haha..there's nt much good memories with e "remainding" ones...haha...seems impropriate to say in this way...anyway...xiang kai le...no matter good or bad memories...is still frens la..so...ya...frens are frens...right??anyway...looking forward to fri...although will b veri tired..bt..still need to make a trip down to EV...den must take pics with all e teachers again...haha...cz..on that day...they will b well dressed...LOL...i tink i know y matt choose that day to go bck..one of e reason might be bcz can take pics with teachers...haha...i can slack a while before meeting matt...cz...i sure will b earlier den him..everytime late...haha...that time meet him to e chalet also late....haha....
. ' 4/15/2008 04:20:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Lost daiRY ChPT 170:
erm..today was late for school..haiz..one bad pt for choosing NP...haiz...so..to change my habit...i need to b 2hr15min early for school..haha..i tink i cant take it sooner or later...i'll be on my bed...haha...CANNOT!!!must wake up...haiz...today...sports and wellness..choose bkb for e course...haha..because...i dun wanna dance..i dun wanna play soccer...and others have no vacancies left...hence...bkb...haha...must master bkb..den ask CT out...haha...must play better den him...haha...when i play better den him..i'll ask GL and federick out...LOL...let them see i also know how to play..haha...so...choose bkb also got good pts...is jus veri tiring onli...den have my CATS lesson...ya...BORING...i can say...haiz...den after my lesson...went to withdraw $$..den meet ronney,frec and larrisa to buy books...haiz...tired!!!feel like slping...bt..is good la..today i came back early...bt..tmr...OMG!!!haiz...ya..today last day of cca fair...erm..actually wanted to take back e usual cca..since...i've get used to everything abt e cca..bt..some how..haiz...promise mr tan that i'll nt take up cca tt are related to sec cca...although dun understand y..bt..since he ask us to do so..i've promise him..so..i must keep my promise to him...too bad...so..looking for new cca..wanted to take up e community service kind of cca..bt..no1 accompany me...haiz...if cindy u are here...tt would be great...haha...cz..if u are here..u sure will be intrested with e community service cca in my school..i'm intrested in e "HI club"..is abt e hand sign language..so..u can communicate to e ppl that cant talk and listen..veri cool..bt..need to take lesson and ends veri late..by e time i reach home..will b veri late...=((saddening...haiz...so...i dun tink i'll take any cca bah...cca tt i'm farmiliar cannot take...cca that i'm interested ends veri late..although they will have community service...bt...erm...if i wan..my parents and sis will sure forbid de...even nw my foreign language class ends late..my parents and sis like nt veri happy already..ask mi isit compulsory to take foreign language course...haiz...*无奈*
好讨厌自己啊。。。有时候,会不知不觉地想起以前不快乐的事。。应该是因为在新的环境吧。。没有办法调试。。所以,常常发呆。。。发呆的时候。。就会想起一些不堪回首的往事。。。怎么办呢??希望。。不会长久下去。。因为,每次想起。。都好累啊。。海。。真不了解自己。。怎样才能忘掉过去。。从新开始??
.Saturday, April 12, 2008 ' 4/12/2008 07:12:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
LOst daIry Chpt 169:
haiz..i'm tired...today 1st day of school..woke up at 6.50..den take mrt to school..bt..e mrt is full with ppl..so.i have to stand..although i'm in pasir ris...haiz...den sms yan ting they all..see if who knows where is e blk duno wad...haha...forgotten...den at last..meet frec...we walk a big round and found e blk...tired..went up e hills and down...hai...den...1st lesson suppose to be 2hr..bt..e lecturer onli take 30 min+ to brief us...den he let us off...after tt..went to "our space" in business school with few new frens...ya...den went to duno wad blk again after 1hr and 15 min..saw larrisa they all...ya..same class...den went for lunch after e class...i'm sleep that time...dun feel like talking already..haha...too tired..jus wanna go back home as quickly as possible...ya...den after lunch..went to buy lecture notes...den went for another class..waited for e teacher almost 30 min..he say today gt telematch...den when we going find him...he came back and say he see wrong date...haha...funny sia this teacher...ya...that's almost everything abt today...haha...this wed..lesson will end at 8..cz...having foreign language class...i wonder i can take it anot..learning so many things...i dun even have time to rest sia...mon-fri need go NP...den sat need to go for piano klaz...den sun still need to study jap lang...i think i will die sooner or later...LOL...too tired le..keep talking nonesense...
Peilin-cindy:haha...i've been friendly as possible today...=DDoh ya..and this fri...i going back EV with matt...i'll remind matt to bring ur klaz t and pass to me...and i'll send u maybe later..sorry ar...cause...this few weeks will be veri busy..plus veri early go school and veri late go home...so..veri tired to go sing post and send u the things..i'll send it to u as soon as possible..and provided i can find a envelope that can put in ur t-shirt and ur yr book...ok???wait for a while la hor...
.Wednesday, April 02, 2008 ' 4/02/2008 04:18:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
LOST dAIry cHPt 168:
I'M TIRED!!!jus came back from camp...haiz...wad can i say??is fun sometimes la...haha...ok..my grp gt 3 SL(Student Leaders).they are he bin(we name him herbivour..lol),nisa(our cute cute leader) and shawn(e photographer...cont read wad he have done...).our grp gt 15 ppl...5 girls and 10 boys...and guess wad??everything is done by e girls...e guys are jus sitting down der..keeping quiet...IRRITATING...haha..still need me to ask them to move den they will move nearer...like e girls will ear them up or wad like tt....
1st day...
starting is ice-breaking game...haha...okok la...fun..cz..i'll nvr b e 1 kana punish...den e peter...haha...so funny...dun even know who is who...den we still trick him to wrong person...haha...after e ice-breaking game..erm..went for lunch...ya...den blah blah blah...den tour around e school..den overheard he bin told e guys that our SOE dun have pretty girls..lol..although is true..bt..dun need say out ma...haha...den when yuan xin they all know abt it...she shoot back him by saying our SOE also no handsome guys...haha... den at night..amazing race...stupid game sia...every camp gt tis game....bt..is fun la...at least...e boys start to talk and play...haha...ya...and i'm super duper tired bcz of tis stupid amazing race thing...need to run e whole school...and as u all know...ngee ann is a school on hill...so..there's alot of slopes!!!omg...need to run up the slopes...den run a distance..den run down e slopes again...my leg pain!!!ya...at least after e game..our grp is getting better and better...at least it looks like a grp..haha...den wen our grp on e way going back to e CCC(where we slp)..e whole school is dark..and if u guys duno..NP is haunted(erm..which school is nt haunted??)..den mi and nisa is walking in front..den suddenly he bin run..den say...so weird to let girls walk in front..haha..so nice of him yea??haha..nice of him la..at least start to think that he's nt tt bad..lol...oh ya...on e 1st day...know tis section leader..haha..he so funny sia...den call us blocks...haha...and den...hannah so ke lian..fall down...den e action also veri stiff...so..haha...we call her ah ma...den tt section leader...haha...we call him block also...haha...e block laugh like hell...so evil...haha...den e block will always come and ask hannah dun walk too fast or wad ever thing if nt e bone break...haha...funny...
2nd day...
erm basically..onli slp 2hrs plus..den my face kana draw by e SL...argh!!!den mi,hannah and larrisa went to e laptop talk while e others cont to play e mud game..omg...gross...ya..den rain..haha..den e game stop...so...we started to rehearse our talent time thing...yea..den most of the game stop cz of e rain...so..we rest until talent time starts...ya...most of the grp have their SL accompany them during their show..bt..our SL..haiz..need to help us do e music control..so..we have to do it alone...ya..den after e show...they run down and say sorry they cant accompany us and say our show is well done..haha..although i know is fake de..bt..tt's realli nice of them to say all this things...ya..den after all e grp finish their show...gt 1 video clip made by e SL...tt stupid shawn..put most of our grp pics...so idiot sia...haha..bcz..he also our SL..so..he accompany us much of e time..no time go tk other grp pis..so..most is our grp pic...lol...haha...e 5 of us laugh like hell sia...den yuan xin still take things to throw him...den after everything..we went to have supper again...haiz...den cz..ngee ann budget...they dun wanna on e lights...so..no lights..den yuan xin wants e lights..so..he bin ask us to eat..he help us take e torch light...bt..if like tt..he cant eat wad...den..i ask him to put on e table...like tt he can eat also..den yuan xin complain that e light will shine one eyes wad ever la..den she dun wan e light already...haiz..she attitude sia...talk her things when doing grp thing...den everytime make he bin "angry" den e atmosphere everytime veri bad..haha..den i ask her to stop talking her things..concentrate on e grp thing...haha..i think she hate me...haha...cz..she leader and need to listen to mi...haha...too bad la...i'm speaking e truth...she everytime so attitude ppl..especially he bin..den is like..she's e queen...den still angry sia...say she nt queen..she dun wan b e 1 keep on giving ideas..bt..she dun wan b queen y still act like queen..even raining..she cry..SL still need to run across to tk tissue for her..all e SL treat her so good..she still like tt...haiz...duno wad to say abt her..she like cant think..e SL is jus a few age older den us..she cant expect them to do anything..is say we are stil kids..den they also kids or just finish their "kids" period..wad they know??duno how to think 1 lei...hai..dun talk abt her le...
3rd day...
wake up tt time..saw some of e SL drawing on ppl's face...den i was like...duh~childish...haha..den gt 1 irritaing SL come ask mi.."so early wake up le ar"..den i was like"ya..do i look like i was asleep??(something e same meaning..i also 4gtten wad i realli say)"..guys are always immature..cz..e guys join e SL to draw ppl's face...haiz...speechless...den blah blah blah..have breakfast...and blah blah blah..went to e SOE building..den we realise "block" is smart sia...haha...den shawn say he also gt get b4 e award...haha...den when we go into e theatre..den know he bin is also tking duno wad shit award...y SL so smart ar??den e most irritating part of camp...feedback form...i ask shawn..wad games we gt play..other den amazing race and e muddy game(although i nvr ply..hehe)den shawn say starring game..u stare mi i stare u...haha..den i ask him who's e winner..lol..he say e boys la..cz..onli e 2nd day den they start talking...haha...quiet true...bt..i nvr write tt...haha..den after everything...took grp pics..den stephen(hope i spell correctly)came and join..di siao...den saw "block"..took pics with him also...haha...den took pics with SL..bt..shawn need to tk e pic so..he's nt inside e pic..sad...dun have him..den exchange contact..blah blah blah..den we went home...den say bye to nisa and "block"...cant find he bin and shawn..so..too bad...ya...
basically is like tt la...although dun like yuan xin's attitude...bt...i think..she must have some good points..if nt...she will sure b lonely..cz..no frens...gt frens..means..is quite good..is just how u look things and accept things...i've read something b4..it write..becoming frens is because u know how to accept the others bad points and make it as a good point in another way..e more frens u have..means..u know how to accept things from others...something like tt..dun rmb le...if gt shawn gt send mi pics den i'll update pics