.Thursday, August 14, 2008 ' 8/14/2008 01:23:00 AM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 239:
hmm...ya...tnx to eugene for 'cheating' my feelings and "gaining" my confidence..LOL....bt...really...dun keep saying all those wu liao things...i told u i tk it as a joke le...so...dun cont...haha...yup..dun cont with tis topic le...haha...
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was talking to gan die aka xiao dou yst midnight...until very late...haha....yea..haha...rmb alot of things...rmb e stupid letter tt i wrote...haha...actually he's nt a bad person afterall...haha...jus bcz...i'm blinded by 'hatered'...so...i really dun mean wad i say...haha..u are e best gan die i have!!!haha...yea...haha...i tink..i need to say sorry to u..haha...next time when i meet u bah...haha...cz...i dun tink wad i wrote in e letter is good...bt..u still send me a 'thanks for ur card and the gift'...haha....yea...i was stunt...haha..i duno if i shld reply u...haha...bt..i didn't la...at tt pt of time..i already regret...haha...really...i regreted so much...i shld't write tt....
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and ya...everytime..nvr fails...every1 will start asking me abt jess...even matt also ask me abt jess...ok...to b frank...i haven talk to her for ages...and haha...guess wad wichen says???
"it's typical of her..she tends to forget old frens when she meet new frens"
ya...is right..bt..i also nvr tk e initiative to talk to her too..i dun tink she will wants to talk to me and i dun tink tt i wan to talk to her...haha...cz..it jus reminds me of alot of things..talking to chimpanzee dosen't make me remember as many things as when i talk to jess...ya...cz...he will jus joke ard...and i'll b laughing...yea...
.lol...nth better to do...
ya...and since...it's my new life in NP..i shld nt keep on reminding myslef abt it...so...
cheerup!!!^^
and ya...I JUST NEED TO FIND SOME1 TO HEAR MY COMPLAINS!!!!
i dun like u...
i jus simply dun like u...dun ask me why...haha...
i jus dun like u and ur fren...
if i can..i dun wish to talk/see u again..bt...i have no choice...
i wanna die le...AH!!!!i hate EG1..i hate ELTECH..i hate ENGMEC!!!kill me!!!haha...i hate all my subjects...haha...bt...i love my klazmates...they are so funny...^smiles^
looking forward to 29th aug!!!!will have lots of fun...haha...shall post e pics taken on tt day!!!haha..grace...must come ar...i already told matt u coming le...haha...
释怀,
我常讲。。
但,
我想,
这次,
我真的能释怀了。。
因为,
我开始把心里的痛,
变成自己的笑话在讲,在笑。。
当你能坦然地面对过去,过往。。
就代表。。
你已经释怀了。。
虽然,
我能坦然地讲出来。。
但,
我还是有一点保留。。
哈哈。。。
开心地过一天!!!
^保持微笑^
FINALLY FINSH MDA PROJECT!!!
YEA!!!!
HAPPY HAPPY!!