.Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ' 9/30/2008 12:58:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 265:
erms...duno i shld be happy anot...haha...see ar...my electives are out...is on wed...=(
wed 2-5!!!OMG....kill me...
my usual time table is my lesson on wed ends at 1..nw..is 5...and everyday lesson ends at 5!!!
so,i have to change my treatment appt to tue morn!!!!
which i have to wake up early...den go der for treatment...
den chiong to school for IS lesson...=(
SAD!!!
happy thing is..i get into e elective i wanna get...
and...there's also florence and ronney same klaz as me...
so,i'm nt lonely...
but..omg...i hate sem2...
every lesson ends at 5....for wad to have tt idiot 3 hr break??
haha....
haiz...i'm sad...haha...bt..i tink florence is more sad...
nvm..let's look on e bright side...=)
we 'faster' finish everything...
den yr2 dun need do so many things le...
y-e-a...-_-
.Monday, September 29, 2008 ' 9/29/2008 07:27:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 264:
*yawn*
met meiqi on e train...haha..JC students all so ke lian=(...LOL
she says she cant go for e chalet at e end of yr...hmm...
i guess JL will be very sad bah..haha...
haha...cz..is he organise de ma...LOL..
yea..of cz i'm sad too...LOL...
since we are gd frens...haha...
we talk abt elvira too...haha...yea..
meiqi and i didn't change as much as elvira..haha..
tt's wad we all agree with...
haha...happy day...
things is getting better i tink...haha...
but somehow...some things will nvr change...
i'm nt sure if it's ok to know the truth...hmm...
is like...i duno who to believe...
haiz...
i guess i shall stay neutral since both of them is my friend...
but,isit so diff to make 2 best frens back together again??
how to say...
last yr everything is fine...
frens are still frens...
buddies are still buddies...
but,is jus a few months different...
everything change...
jus bcz of some small matter...haha
maybe only i'm e 1 who tinks it is small...
cz...it is nt my probem...
lol...my prob,other ppl will also tink it' s small case...
so,hmm...yea..i shld see things from their pt of view...
yea...wait till e right moment den i shall help them..
=D..bt...i cant help with the other 2...haiz...
so..i jus concentrate with this 2 bah...haha...
friends should be friends 4eva...
even ppl who betrayed u b4...as time goes by...u will forgive..
cz..no matter wad...tt person is still ur friend...
so...jus forgive and forget...
and everyday will b a happy day..=D
hmm...florence ask me to do this quiz...
1.Your relationship with him/her is?
who is him?who is her?haha..i duno..haha..
2.Your five impression of him/her?
hmm..let me think...blank,blank,blank,blank,blank...haha..cz...i duno who tt person is...
3.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
nth...haha...
4. The most memorable things he/she had said to you?
nth also...haha...cz..i duno who e person is...haha..
5.What kind of guy /girl he/she like?
hmm...duno...
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
hmm..sad?aiya..dun care..haha... anyway..tt person is nobody..haha..
7.If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve will be:
hmm...when i know the invisible person 1st...
8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
hmm...kill tt nobody??haha..i'm nt tt violent any way..LOL=_=
9. If he/she becomes your enemy,the reason will be:
unknown..cz...i hate ppl..dun tell them e reason..=D
10.The most desired things that you want to do for him/her now?
hmm...nth...haha..
11.Overall impression of him/her is?
quite gd..cz..him/her is very quiet.=_=
12. How do you think people around you feel about you?
lame...crazy...WEIRD!!!haha...
13. The characters you love of yourself are
hmm..crazy??aiya...nth la..basically i hate myself..hehe...=D
14. on the contary the characters you hate about yourself
hmm...countless...haha...
15. The most ideal person you want to be is
be e same old me...=Di like e who i used to be...nt who i am nw..
it's already gd for me to be e "old" me..
16. For people who care and like you, say somehitng to them:
stay happy...=D
17. Pass this quiz to 10 ppl(since there's a quiz below, i write even ppl who dont keep blogs)
1)cindy
2)matt
3)grace
4) fiona
5)ronney
6)wardah
7)gina
8)CZ
9)wc
10)panda kor
18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
hmm...duno...haha...
19.is no.9 a male or a female?
male.;)
20. If no.7 and no.8 are together would it be a good thing?
haha...who knows?we cant predict e future..can we?...haha...
21. What is something prominent about number 6?
haha...hmm shld i write it down???ok..is a inside joke..i shall nt publish in my blog...haha...i'm so kind to wardah!!!haha..
22.What is no.2 studying about?
hmm...JC student..haha..duno...cz..his core subject is like so chimalogy to me..haha...
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
hmm...last sat..haha...is tt counted as a chat?LOL..
24.What type of music band does no.8 like?
hmm...duno...maybe emo songs?cz..he like quite emo..haha..duno...
25.Does no.1 have any siblings?
nope..
26. Will you woo no.3?
haha...i'm nt a les..haha...
27.How abt no.7?
hmm..nope...i'm nt a les...haha...
28. Is no.4 single?
hmm...i tink so...HAHA...right?=p
29. What is the surname of no.5?
Tan!!!haha...
30.What's the hobby of no.4?
hmm...play piano??haha...she loves music..haha..
31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
nope..i dun tink so...they duno each other...haha...
32. Where is no.2 studying at?
ACJC..haha..i only know e short form..dun ask me to spell..i duno..
33. Talk something casually about no.1?
she's a future psychologist...and..i demand a free consultation from her...haha..
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
yup...frenship....dun tink too much...frens gt feelings de ok?haha..
35. Where does no.9 live at?
tampines...somewhere over e rainbow since i nvr really went to his hse...haha..
36. What color does no.4 like?
erm...i 4gt...she told me b4..haha...4gtten..=p...sorry...
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
i dun tink so...haha...cz..they duno each other..bt..i can intro=)
38. Does no.7 like no.2?
hmm...they duno each other leh...
39. How do you get to know no.2?
hmm...i've know him since sec1..and same class all e way to sec4=D
40. Does no.1 have any pets?
hmm..i nt sure leh...when she's in s'pore,her pet pet is fish...HAHA..nw duno gt anot..LOL...
41.Is no.7 the sexists person in the world?
i dun tink so..haha...
42. Is no.10 tall?
hmm...ok la..taller den me...
.Friday, September 26, 2008 ' 9/26/2008 07:40:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 263:
hohoho....
"哟，恋爱咯。"
lol...was listening to FM S.H.E
haha...hebe very cute...
keep on saying "哟，恋爱咯。"
LOL
hmm...haha..stay tune on ch8 to watch "心晴大动员"
LOL...let's see how a "gangster"(although u everytime say u are nt)
change and decided to help people in need...haha...
he says this"ask all ur chio bi frens watch..dun ask them watch e 1st epi..i nt nice,after tt den ask them watch"-_-..so,all my frens...watch that...dun care him...watch e 1st epi...haha...after tt dun watch also can...MUHAHAHA..
hmmm...my timetable for this term is out..
yea...luckily wed lesson ends early...haha...
and...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PANDA KOR!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YIXIN!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LARRISA!!
was talking to yenting abt their camp to e duno where a few days ago...
haha...she say tt e camp was fun..lol...
feel like going le..bt...haha...TOO BAD...haha...TOO LATE...
LOL...hmm..i tink i need to go to IMH for check up also...haha...
AND!!!
stay happy m friends....
dun get upset..
dun get emo...
haha...
stay happy...=D
there's nth so big that will happen everyday to ruin ur every single day...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YIXIN!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LARRISA!!
was talking to yenting abt their camp to e duno where a few days ago...
haha...she say tt e camp was fun..lol...
feel like going le..bt...haha...TOO BAD...haha...TOO LATE...
LOL...hmm..i tink i need to go to IMH for check up also...haha...
AND!!!
stay happy m friends....
dun get upset..
dun get emo...
haha...
stay happy...=D
there's nth so big that will happen everyday to ruin ur every single day...
.Wednesday, September 24, 2008 ' 9/24/2008 11:03:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 262:
ok...today...went to NSC...hmmm..was there for treatment only...so..nth really happen..
bt den...e journey to there...OMG!!is like 1hr++ cz i took e bus...haha
den when i was on e bus...saw jeffrey at e bus stop..
yea took 21..and it's e bus tt will go back to ev...
sorting up my thoughts during the journey...and sms di sia jeffrey...haha
typical of me..whao..welcome back...haha
suan-ing my frens...omg.i miss tt...haha...
i really miss suan-ing ppl..haha...
grace shld know...haha...
LOL..1 good reason for meeting up sec frens is to suan them...haha..
ok...i know i'm evil...haha...but..i only suan guys...haha...
ok..back to my finger...at 1st..i'm so happy..cz..i tot i dun need to go tru any treatment since my finger looks fine to already...but den..e nurse says i still have to go tru e treatment...
i feel like running out of e room...haha...yea...
how to say..nt really wanna run out is like..i dun wanna give her my finger...haha...
my finger looks totally alright...i dun even know why i shld cont...argh...
ok...4get it...haha...
another "boring" day...haha...
.Thursday, September 18, 2008 ' 9/18/2008 10:02:00 AM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 261:
hoho..get my ans...haha...tinking...haha...maybe e ans is nt i want de...MUAHAHA...
bt nvm...he guess wad...so..der's still a possibility e ans is no...
haha....
ok...stay happy...
hmm..no regrets...
haha...cause after knowing e ans..i stop e conversation le...
so...der's nth to regret nw...haha...
yea...tt's all...
my finger...='(
sobz...
.Wednesday, September 17, 2008 ' 9/17/2008 06:35:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 260:
getting fat...MUHAHA...
hmm....yesterday b4 slping...feel like doing something...haha...bt den...i'm so scared tt i'll regret...
haha...typical of me...;D
den sms grace late in e night to ask her for opinion..LOL...
yea..as expected...she next day den reply..bt...i jus cant get myself to slp until 2 plus...
haha...
yea..going to do something tonight...
LOL...
after getting e ans tt i wanted..haha
den i can reall change and forget e past...
and...really start a brand new life...
HAPPY IN SOME WAY!!!
haha...no matter e ans is wad...
muhaha...
stay happy...=D
.Thursday, September 11, 2008 ' 9/11/2008 01:37:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 259:
ok..today is totally a bad day for me...
erm..plus yst...i have 2 bad days...
kill me pls...
e blister ard e virus ward jus add in e pain...
cz e nurse told my mum tt i have to get rid of e blister when there's 1..
den...my father use a needle and poke into it...
and i have to squezze e stupid fluid out...
is pain..
i dun feel like going next treatment already...
omg!!!
sobz...
='(
hmm..
did something awful..
if i do tt again...
i'll kill myslef...haha...
and...omg...
i actually dream of u...
haha..nt e 1st time anyway...
and of cz...there's many other ppl...
e dream...is like last time...
all e lame jokes...
and e laugh...
haha...
yea..
and i dream tt...
u and panda kor...
is ok...haha
still can 'join forces' and disturb me..
is really like last time...haha...
bt den...
i dun like it..
cz...tis scene will nvr happen again...
and i want to forget it...
sobz...
AH!!!!my blister!!!
my father poke it for the third time..
and...is still swollen!!!
i hate it....
bad day...
bad week...
.Wednesday, September 10, 2008 ' 9/10/2008 07:09:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 258:
AH!!!!!MY FINGER!!!
came back frm NSC...
ya...e doc say e same thing as e doc say a few yrs back...
den...my finger...there's virus ward on my finger...
yea...den e doc say i have to go back every 2 wks for treatment...
and e nurse cheat my feelings...
she say is like ant bite..nt very pain...
WHAT?!?IS PAIN OK?!?
LOL...
can u imagine??
after e person scrap for skin away...
she spray 3 times of e nitrogen on my hand...
AND GUESS WAD?
E NITROGEN IS -200 DEGREE CELSIUS!!!
is extremly pain!!!!
den e nurse say "e 1st time is nt tt pain...after a few more times,it will be more pain because the skin tissue will get thinner and thinner"
ok...WHO CAN HELP ME?!?
e 1st time is really pain...
and i cant imagine i have to go through 5 more treatment and e pain will get worse...
and...like i say..each treatment is 3 cycle..i have to go through 15 cycle more!!!
my finger!!!
sobz...='(
haha...my doc is funny...cause there's 2 junior doc with him...
e "future" doctors...tt's wad he say when i get into e room...
one of e 'future' doctor says tt i have alzemiar..did i spell correctly??
haha..i also duno...LOL...
cause e symptoms somehow is e same..
den e 'mentor' stop typing and start asking e 2 'future' doctors wad exactly are e symptoms for alzemiar...
haha...
bt..in e end..mine is another...duno wad thing is tt la..
haha...chimalogy...LOL
long and difficult to pronounce...
haha...
ok...stop typing le...
my finger very pain!!!
LOL...
.Saturday, September 06, 2008 ' 9/06/2008 10:41:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 257:
waiting for the impossible...
see..
why...
although we know tt it is impossible..
why are we still waiting??
why are we still hoping??
i just dun get it...
LOL..
i know it's time to let go..
but den...
is like...
very difficult to that...
maybe because u dun wanna give up...
maybe you think tt there's still a possibility something will happen..
so..
if u give up...
u'll nt only regret...
you'll hate youself forever...
haha...
so..
tt's my ans to it...
=D
and..
i know...
it's stupid...
MUHAHAHA....
yea...yesterday went to crystal jade to celebrate my sis bd...
yea...
den shop ard with her and my mum...
tiring...
haiz..
haha..
den kelvin and auntie came at 7 plus...haha..
he say he's a nice person as he entertains me frm 7 plus to 9 plus...
thanks ar...
you're so lame...
haha...
yup...
and because he is too noisy...haha
my sis gave him 20qn on e maths..
cz today..he gt maths prelim...
den she gave him a time limit to finish e 20qn...10min...
haha..
den he really start doing it..
and after he do every single qn..
he will say
"hey.i'm really doing this..why ar??i at home also nvr study..y i come here must study?"
LOL
i'm laughing all e way...haha...
den went out to tell auntie and my parents ths big joke...LOL
haha
b4 they leave...
auntie ask me and my sis to call him and remind him to study...
LOL...
. ' 9/06/2008 04:59:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 256:
hmm...yesterday went to clark quey with grace...haha...
den...we are crazy...haha...
we walk from clark quey to marina square which is at city hall!!!LOL...
actually we also duno where we are walking...
jus keep on walking..
den saw raffles places mrt station...
haha...
den i say...den let's go to city hall..LOL
den went to eat...
after tt...hmmm...walk ard e furniture store...haha...
cause grace renovating her room..
so...accompany her to look for e things she wants...
den sit down and chit chat till 7.45..LOL..
haha...den lee cheng teck...i going to kill u man...
scare me sia...haha...
i dun care...i jus treat tt person who ans e phone is ur mum..
ya..den too bad also...we ask u everytime ask u out...no time...
nw we go out without u..den u say we nvr wait for u...=P
haha...
ok la..
next time den ask u out also...haha
hmm..just now went to white sands and meet matt...
den talk to cindy over e phone for a while...haha...
miss tt voice...haha...
den chat with her...den she chat with matt a while...
den..she gtg le...haha...
miss her....
LOL...
counting down to duno how many yrs...LOL
shld be 5 more yrs if matt nvr retain..
since he wants to retain..maybe..6 more yrs...
OMG!!!tt's long...
missing you cindy!!!!
and...i'm nt happy lor..
his letter so long...
haha...
yup...den chat with matt...
he tell me how lovely is him and tt person...
haha...
anyway...
no matter wad..
matt...
if u are happy in this way...
hmm...i'll support u...i tink cindy will support too..
bt den...must know where's e limit is la...haha
dun make ur parents too sad...
x)
counting down to...7 more weeks..=(
haiz......
.Tuesday, September 02, 2008 ' 9/02/2008 06:46:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 255:
Lyrics:
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way
This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me.
hmm..nice song right??haha...i like e lyrics...haha...but..tis is e combination of the song "Gotta find you" and "This is me"...
LOL...
haha...matt ask me go out today...haha...but..i'm jus too lazy to step out of my house...so...i have to say sorry to him...LOL...
if he tell me e day b4..maybe i'll go..haha...bt..i jus dun like last min thing...LOL...
so sorry matt..
is forgetting so diff to be done??why cant i jus bang my head to e wall...
and when i wake up...HOHO..e doc tells me that i lost my memory...
haha...tt will be great..right??
i can forget all e ppl i wanna forget...
and i'll start to understand ppl who u need to understand once more again....
and guess wad???i can forget u!!!haha
forget everything tt have happened...
forget how horrible plus terrible i am...HOHOHO...if only i can just bang my head against the wall until i forget everything...
haiz...i tink...tt's my life...
jus cont...living in my own dream..
if things can be undone...
i really wan it to be...
but...jus like wad i say many times...
it jus cant be undone...
and..i really need to accept this idiotic fact...
.Monday, September 01, 2008 ' 9/01/2008 06:35:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt254:
hmm...wad's frens for exactly??
frens are ppl who will nvr let you feel alone..
frens are ppl who will be by your side..
frens are ppl who give you their advice..
frens are ppl who will nvr forget you...
frens are ppl who will cheer you up no matter wad..
frens are ppl who will forgive you everytime..no matter wad...
tt is why we must treasure our frens...
cause,you nvr know when u need them by your side,
to cheer you up,
to give you their advice..
so,i'll rmb every fren...
even if i forget ur face..
i'll definately rmb ur name..haha...
so,NVR ASK ME THIS "YOU STILL RMB ME?"
i'll kill the next person who ask me this...
haha...
and..dun try testing by asking me "Peilin,you still rmb me?"
haiz...
and..whao...O lvl and promos is reaching...hmm...all the best to you guys man...haha...
wichen...relax...haha...dun get too stress up...
matt...hmm...wad can i say??jus study hard...haha..
and gl..haha...all the best...haha..hope you can get into wad u wanna do..and..
must have confidence in urself..=DD
brother...haiz...headache sia this guy..work hard pls?!?i dun wan see you going ITE...ahgong dun like it...haha..and if you take the time you tk to di siao me to study...i tink you really can score very well in ur studies...haha...
hmm...
PANDA KOR!!!
thurs gt match right?haha...
GOOD LUCK=D
and...starting from today...='(
i gt nth to watch le..
sad!!!='(
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