.Monday, July 20, 2009 ' 7/20/2009 10:49:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 366:
i'm so scared...
i have no idea why..
when i saw u..
i was like..shit...
den my heart start beating faster and faster...haha..
is not him...
is another person...
maybe it's because...
since graduation, have nvr meet up...
den some more..only chat on msn some times...
i hope that i'm invisible at that moment...
but i guess...didn't see me bah...
phew...
i was walking to piano lesson...
walking past the places i used to hang around...
jus 1 yr...
everything change so much...
feel sad suddenly...
because..what is left now...
is only memories...
yea...
and was chatting with kitty just now...
suddenly felt that...
god just simply don't like me...
' it's very rare that people have it on their arm..and it is more rare for people to have it on their legs'
when the doctor told me this...
the only thing is in my mind i rmb clearly is 'thanks ar...i'm so 'blessed'...'
den now with the virus wart on my hand...
have to go for treatment everytime it grow back...
'it cant be cure..'.
that's what the doc say..'it will stay inside ur body...what u can do is to build up ur immune system'
at the very next moment, what comes to my mind is that 'whao...welcome and join the unfortunate gang'...
for my skin...what can i do??
it cant be helped..
that's why i stopped applying medicine...
for my virus wart...just leave it...
i cant do anything...
what i can say is that...
'thanks to god...'blessing' me with all this stuff...'
maybe without all these things...
i may be a different person...
i rmb clearly what happen...
tt's why i change...
change to a person that i hope ppl would accept...
but somehow, god don't think i'm right...
punish me with all this things....
i'm not being negative...
i'm just stating the 'truth'...
"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but we often look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us"
-Helen Keller
i'm now starring at the closed door...