.Thursday, July 30, 2009 ' 7/30/2009 09:35:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 369:
have not been myself recently..
duno why...
tend to get irritated easily...
tend to get angry over small thing...
cant focus well in class...
letting my emotions control me...
yesterday quarreled with my dad...
today went to school to avoid seeing him...
i know it's not right...
but den...if u're in my shoes...
maybe...u guys will be worse...
HAHA..seriously...
i duno...
no matter what my dad do...it irritates me...
maybe somewhere deep inside my heart...
there's this memory that is sealed by myself...
i don't know what exactly happen...
argh...
duno how to put in words....
i've been thinking of a qn recently...
passion...in other words...dream...
is that really important??
because..to me...
i sort of accept what people say and close my dream inside my heart...
maybe to me..it's not important compared to other people...
what i want is just peace..
i don't want people start arguing and make things difficult for each other...
that's why i choose to give up...
once i give up..
i would not want to go back...
tt's why, when ppl ask me...
will u want to do it again??
my ans would be NO...
so what if i say yes??
neither you or me can change anything...
sometimes, to have a decision made,
u have to know what's the 1st place in ur heart and in the reality world...
passion is important...
but, in the end, what u'll have might not ur passion...