.Tuesday, November 03, 2009 ' 11/03/2009 06:57:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 383:

i'm so tired this few days...
fall asleep on the chair when i watching show...
so tired...
eating ice-cream does not help at all...
“照片能留下美好的记忆。。”
我现在只想把所有的照片删掉。。。
虽然早知道一切。。
但努力想回到过去的只有我一个。。

不知道对自己说了上百次了。
却没有办法。。。
真的真的真的真的很讨厌自己。。。
所以,我不在乎谁讨厌我。。
一个恋自己也讨厌的人,还会有人喜欢吗??

事实终究是事实。。
这次,真的真的真的该放手了。。
毕竟,不管什么,都回不到过去。。
因为,我没有时光机。。。
sometimes, i feel so pathetic...
there's no1 there for me..
or maybe there is..but i just don't wanna ask for it...
is always like this...
i just want to be alone..but i cant stop myself thinking..
i'm more pathetic den her...
at least she gt someone there...
it seems that i have more things den her..
bt in the end..i still lose to her...