.Wednesday, December 09, 2009 ' 12/09/2009 08:08:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 343:
friends or family..
my sis everytime says that, i care for my friends more den i care for my family...
i cant deny it...it's true...
but recently...
i realise that i'm wrong...
totally wrong..
friends can betray you...
friends can act one side infront of u...and another side behind ur back...
bt family wun...
i know that i wrong..and wanted to change so badly...
trying very hard to change...
bt..it seems useless...
they didn't see anything...
that moment...
i really don't know why should i stay here...
that moment...
i really want to leave...
bt where can i go??
go to that "place" that i've thought for so long??
everything is so useless...
my life is such a failure...
the saddest part is that...
no matter how much you've helped others...
you cant find anyone there for you...
maybe it's my fault..
i cant really open my heart to everyone...
i'm seriously so lost right nw..
what i wanna do is just.....