lost dairy chpt 358:

phew...
em3a finally finish...
left with ATE....god bless me...

i realise that i've really changed..
i've once discuss this with fiona...
she asked me why people change so much...
i cant tell her anything cause different ppl change for different reason...
so, i told her some of my past...
i told her that...facing different kind of people, my attitude varies...
facing my primary school friends...i stay very quiet because wad happen in pri6...
facing my sec2 friends, is very different when i hang around with my sec4 friends...
cause we've gone through many many different things which brings us somewhere closer to each other...
facing my poly friends...hmmm...
probably most of them thinks that i'm a crazy person??who knows??
haha...we've never really sit down and talk about it...HAHA...
although attitude is different, but is still me...
cause as we gone through different hardship together...
sometimes we can really play crazily or we can even scream at each other but deep inside, we know that we're not angry with each other...

but the problem i'm having now is...
am i the one that you're talking abt??
haha...
things are different now...
we're in different social circles...
maybe i've change, bt facing you, i'm just the person that you'll never trust again...
maybe you've changed, facing me, you're still the person that....

if only i still understand you as well as the past...

haha...this post is not for one person only...
there's so many changes in my life...
partly is my fault...
choosing to escape from the reality...
choosing to study at NP...
cause it's the furthest i can go..since i cant go overseas to study...

people who i've told before should know...
there's too much things for me to face in the past...
for that very moment...
i wanted everyone to get out of my life...
but slowly, as time goes by,
i really don't care that much anymore...
i just want to enjoy my life with the people that i want to enjoy...
it's only when there's no choice den i'll choose to see those people that i don't want to face...
the past, maybe it's something that i would never want to talk about...
cause i no longer know whose fault it is...
with no one to blame, i can only blame myself for everything...



or maybe is no one fault??
haha...who knows??
maybe as time goes by, i'll get my own answer...

lost dairy chpt 357:

there's no class today!!!!
haha....actually was so damn happy dun need to leave hse..
can slack at home the whole day...
however, i gt a very cute mum and sis...
they manage to drag me out of home to go buy new year goods...

bought my chu yi dress...FINALLY!!!
haha...
den bought many many stuff...
my hand is so pain!!!
haha...
oh ya...when we're on our way walking out of tm...saw 2 person waving to me...
trust me...i'm so damn tired that i didn't react instantly...
haha...den i was like..OH HI!!! after a few seconds...
haha...i saw grace and her bf...
so happy to see her!!!
haha...although just saw her 2wks ago...
LOL...i'm happy to see her being happy too....
P.S.:gal...stay happy=))
dun get upset abt some stuff....
anything can talk to me=))
i'm always there for you...
opps..i should not steal this job from ur bf...
HAHA!!!
just stay happy as you can when e person u love is beside you...;)

oh ya...
everyone has been talking abt attachment...
since yr2 is ending...=(
quite saddening...
tmr going for interview in suntec...
bt..somehow...i'm nt tt happy...
cause my friends are not with me...
we're gonna seperate for half a months...=(
and...there's this guy...i duno if he's lucky or wad...
he got a chance to go California 2wks during june....
bt..if he choose to go California, he's gonna go to another class...
so the whole year2 we'll not be seeing each other...
hmmm...that guy is RONNEY TAN AKA STUPID BOY(that's wad js and marcus call him...haha...since he call me ppl i call him stupid boy..=p)

hmmm...is a good chance like wad fiona said...
bt...we'll gonna miss him...haha...
so...we decided to go out after our last paper...
haha...gao bie wan can...haha...


anyway...it's a busy month...
test,quiz,prac test,presentation...
some more CNY is ard the corner...
so....
TAKE GOOD CARE!!!DON'T FALL SICK EASILY WOR!!!!
haha...

lost dairy chpt 356:

phew~!!
finally finish my MMP presentation and PCN mini proj...
pcn really kill my brain cell...
kana stuck for super long...
haha...

luckily finish with the help by Nelson=) and fahmi...
haha....
i'm so tired!!!
haha

last sun was yan's concert...
haha...den kitty and i was talking abt the handsome guy siting infront of the instructor...
haha...
left during the interval cause need to go back to school...
after tt....
went to eat with them...
OMG!!!
i'm super suai...
when we're walking towards the busstop..
my slippers broke!!!=(
so sad!!!

so,after eating
gina accompanied me to go ard the 7-11 and cheers to find slippers...
thank you gina!!!
haha...and she'd good enough to let me wear her slippers..haha
den she walk without her slippers...
i'm so sorry!!!

den went back school to do some work...
haha..
when we started doing..victor came in...den we chatted for "a" while den cont with our work...
haha!!!the guys started to play PSP using the projector screen in the studio...
guys are crazy when it comes to soccer...
haha...
den while gina and i doing work seiously in the recording room
js is sleeping at one corner...
and the other guys are playing soccer...haha
gina say "this is demorialising"...haha...
so, while waiting for the next day to come, we didn't sleep..
we watch MOVIE!!!
to be more detail, is a HORROR MOVIE!!!

starting of the movie is ok...
den i realise i leaning myself towards the screen den slowly close my eyes with my hands...
haha...watching horror movie with my class guys is so damn funny!!!
there's shout,laughs and teasing!!
LOL...
oh..not to mention...that's my 2nd movie tt i watch inside the studio...
the 1st movie is "case 39" on friday!!!=D

haha...when it's early in the morning, every left except gina,victor,marcus and me...
haha
we played card games to kill time...
HAHA!!!
so funny...

went home ard 11...
so tired after tonning the whole night...
haha...

那天，没办法睡的原因是因为想起了你。。。
有时候，觉得自己好容易被你骗。。
是因为太相信你了吗？
以前的你，曾经答应过我。。
但，现在，全都忘了。。
到我再次的提醒你时，
你才恍然大悟。。
忙着说对不起和解释给我听。。。
我那个时候，也选着相信你。。
但，现在，我已经找不回那种信任了。。

lost dairy chpt 355:



cindy is flying to hk nw...
many things happen when she come back...
some may thinks that, it has been so long...
why bother to rack up the past??
i understand that point very well...
and i understand cindy well too...
if she's not gonna get the ans she wants...
she'll not be happy...
tt's not wad i want to see...
seeing my best friend getting sad over this thing...



the past few days...
i realize something...
everyone changed...
matt have become more mature...
haha...which cindy disagree when she first saw matt...
but i really must say...
matt change alot...
indeed...NS can change alot of ppl...
HAHA!!!
although he's still very irritating...
i can feel his warmth that night..
making sure that cindy get's back to her hotel safely...
haha...should see how concern he is...
when cindy and i still strolling behind him..
he quickly go rush and hail a cab for cindy...
HAHA...maybe he's in a rush or wad i dunno la..
bt...if it's the matt that i know 4 yrs ago, he'll definately not going to do that...
if he's in a rush, he'll just leave...
steal wad cindy say to ct..."i'm so proud of you...matt...=D"
and i really must sat that...
the gathering is damn awkward...
HAHA!!!keep on joking around...try not to be so awkward...
haha...why awkward??
cause it's been 2 yrs...
some more...azillah, shazana,grace and ct not around...
omg...the whole gathering i just keep on talking to matt,cindy and james...
haha...cause they are nearer to me...=p




cindy ask me "what's the different with you n him?"
the only different is that, i rather choose to stay silence...
may be he's just being brave to voice out...
but i just don't like it...
cause it does not make the situation better...
so...wad's the point??
anyway...
although it's a terrible month...
being able to see cindy again...
it's not that bad afterall...


ct,cindy and me=D

shit!!!i did it again!

Peilin

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