.Tuesday, February 02, 2010 ' 2/02/2010 09:54:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 355:

cindy is flying to hk nw...
many things happen when she come back...
some may thinks that, it has been so long...
why bother to rack up the past??
i understand that point very well...
and i understand cindy well too...
if she's not gonna get the ans she wants...
she'll not be happy...
tt's not wad i want to see...
seeing my best friend getting sad over this thing...

the past few days...
i realize something...
everyone changed...
matt have become more mature...
haha...which cindy disagree when she first saw matt...
but i really must say...
matt change alot...
indeed...NS can change alot of ppl...
HAHA!!!
although he's still very irritating...
i can feel his warmth that night..
making sure that cindy get's back to her hotel safely...
haha...should see how concern he is...
when cindy and i still strolling behind him..
he quickly go rush and hail a cab for cindy...
HAHA...maybe he's in a rush or wad i dunno la..
bt...if it's the matt that i know 4 yrs ago, he'll definately not going to do that...
if he's in a rush, he'll just leave...
steal wad cindy say to ct..."i'm so proud of you...matt...=D"
and i really must sat that...
the gathering is damn awkward...
HAHA!!!keep on joking around...try not to be so awkward...
haha...why awkward??
cause it's been 2 yrs...
some more...azillah, shazana,grace and ct not around...
omg...the whole gathering i just keep on talking to matt,cindy and james...
haha...cause they are nearer to me...=p

cindy ask me "what's the different with you n him?"
the only different is that, i rather choose to stay silence...
may be he's just being brave to voice out...
but i just don't like it...
cause it does not make the situation better...
so...wad's the point??
anyway...
although it's a terrible month...
being able to see cindy again...
it's not that bad afterall...

ct,cindy and me=D
shit!!!i did it again!