.Wednesday, July 07, 2010 ' 7/07/2010 09:04:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 367:
well~
it's world cup fever, and is super busy...
okay...the busy have no link with world cup...
just wanted to highlight that, it world cup season yea?
well, things have changed.
during the attachment, i've changed.
i start to put my family in front of everything, influence by the guys in suntec??
well, i'm not sure, but all i want now is to be with my family.
especailly my grandpa.
just now after work went to my grandpa house.
when i sit down beside him, he asked me this" you want to look at the pics you've taken when you're young?"
i thought, that's what he wants to do at that very moment, so my grandpa and i sat down at one corner, looking through the pictures. he told me that his eyes could no longer see who is inside the picture anymore.
i went through every single picture and told him who's inside the picture.
joking with him and tell him what i remember about the picture.
while talking to him, there's alot came into my mind.
relationship.
we, cousins, used to be so good. we took pictures together, play together.
now, when we grown up, we seldom speaks. and at that moment, i know my grandpa wanted to see the bond we used to have last time. he keep on asking me to look for the picture whereby me and bro took together. but, i cant find the picture.
pictures are indication that you've once lived.
the happy moments.
looking at the old pictures, i wanted to buy a DSLR so badly.
so that i can take picture during every gathering and make every event a memory.
however, to think of it, i don't know if it's really okay to buy a DSLR cam.

started to miss my friends and classmates.
although internship is going to be over.
but, i know everything will be different.
frec and ronney is no longer in our class.
everything will be different.
frec will not be there keep on disturbing me and tell me which korean band is gd.
ronney will not be there for me to disturb whenever he needs something from me.
the 2 will not be there to share the laughs with us during lesson time or when we are out.
maybe that's the reason why i started to miss them.
cause after internship, once everything back to 'normal'.
it is no longer normal anymore.
