well~

i've ended my attachment already...

*a round of applause"

time flies, really flies.

within these few months, i really thinks that i've change alot.

maybe because i've been with erza and wardah too long le...

haha...too many crazy stuff happen...

too many things that i have to really let it go...

too many things for me to handle.

yup...the place where i go is much better to others.

but, the people there, to say it in a bad way are all cynical.

everybody is wrong only they are right.

most of them will have this kind of thinking and they will want you to go with their own way.

there's no other choice for you. cause you're just a intern.

well, that's something that i accept and i shall not give any complaints.

because, when u work at one place so long that, you'll think that nobody knows as well as you do.

so, yuppp...

everything change. and i really really accept for who they are.

i may have complaints, but, soon after that, i'll just cont to work what i've asked to do.

gordon teached me one thing" i cant give in to everyone but as long as i think that it's alright and i can still do it, den it's fine. if it's too hard for me, i shall say no"

i know that everyone around me change too.

i wanted to close my ears and eyes to ignore this fact.

however, the more i don't want to see it, the more it appear in front of me...

everyone is immature and mature in their own ways.

what we can do is to accept the immature side of theirs and to talk to the mature side of theirs.

if you cant accept any side of it, it's very difficult to maintain the friendship.

human beings are just so funny.

they just wanted everyone in the world to accomodate them, and forgotten how to accomodate each other to maintain the relationship.

had my last day of internship in a happy and angry manner.

happy because treated the guys eat and played some stupid stuff with erza and wardah.

sort of quickly ended the game at around 12plus after matthew interrupted our game.

haha...

angry...i really cant stand that stupid fellow that thinks that he's so damn smart.

HAVE SOME COMMON SENSE!!!