.Tuesday, January 25, 2011 ' 1/25/2011 02:48:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 381:
想要飞走,却没办法放下心中的牵挂。。
我是很自私。。
因为, 我希望在我身边的人都能很幸福,很快乐。。。
但,有可能吗??
事与愿违。。
我有一个很要好的朋友。。
她曾经问过我,为了帮人,把自己弄的那么狼狈。。。值得吗?
我也不知道值不值得。我只能一笑而之。。。
谁真的能分辨什么是值得什么是不值得?
我只知道,什么是该做什么是不该做。。。
所以,每次搞的两头不到岸。。。
姐姐每次骂我说为什么朋友比家人重要?
但是,朋友却觉得我把家人看的比较重要。。
对我来说,没有谁比谁重要。。。
我是会分轻重。。。
只是,是用我心中的尺在量的。。。
我知道谁比较需要我。。。
我知道的。。。
因为爷爷对我说的一句话。。。
我放弃了自己的梦想。。。
“不要走, 你要是走了,爷爷就看不到你了”
.Sunday, January 09, 2011 ' 1/09/2011 01:15:00 AM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
.Sunday, January 02, 2011 ' 1/02/2011 08:53:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 380:
it's the begining of year 2011...
it's a mix feeling...
duno how to explain...
do you know how it feels like when u know that he and u is impossible...
but, sometimes, what he do really touched you right inside your heart...
but, u still have to convince yourself that, it's impossible because of blah blah blah...
and you realised you start to think about the bad point of his...
can a thousand bad point write off one good thing that he've done to me?
do you know how it feels whereby finally u thought that u've gotten over some one..
but, in actual fact, just a small thing can change this "gotten over" stuff...
when u start to recall the memories, you'll smile at it..
but soon after that, what is left is a sad face...
because that person have broken what he have promise...