say hello to my back ache again~

things aren't getting better right???

haha..

well~ nvm den...

have been wondering about the same topic after graduation...

wells...

don't feel like talking abt it again...haha..

life is never wonderful to me...

i just learn how to be satisfied with what i have and had...

life maybe good during secondary schools...

i got friends that really understand me...

but distance and time drift us apart...

i got teachers that dote on me...

reminding me that i need to eat lunch and don't overwork myself...

but..i didn't have a chance to "waste" my time with my family...

that's what i used to think...

as time goes by, maybe it's because i'm getting older=x

i realized that i need to spend more time with my family...

i'll put them infront of anything...

within my limits...

i realized that i didn't have enough time to accompany my friends...

didn't have time to spend with my teachers...

and when i realized it...

they're no longer there...

some part of me was sad...

but when i realized that who's still there for me..

waiting for me to realized that they will always be there for me...

i'm happy for my friends "betrayal"...

okay...it seems to harsh to use betray...

they left me...

they made me realized that no matter how much you've put in to build the relationship..

once you've stop putting in effort..there's nothing left for you...

because..."MUMMY!!IT'S OVER~"

haha....