was reading the letters that my friends wrote to me the past few years...

things really change...

especially these few years...

i mean...

everyone tends to be more mature than last...

the way they handle stuffs will no longer be the same...

but somehow...

i miss the old days...

whereby, everything is simple as it is....

for me..

i love my family...

although there will be some disagreement...

but i love them...and they are the ones that will love me forever too...

in the past...

i would rather spend more time outside with my friends than spending with my family...

it's true that i used to feel more secure with my friends...

i find that there's alot of things that i can say to them compared to my family...

this wouldn't change at all...

there are stuffs whereby i won't share with my family...

but now, i rather keep it to myself...

i've learnt one thing throughout the years...

i don't have to let you know what changes me...

if you don't like the change...fine...

just leave me alone...

but if you accept me as who i am...

i know that...you'll always be there....

in the letters...everyone wrote that i've been a wonderful friend...blah blah blah...

but now, i have no idea if i am still the person you guys thought i am...

if only things are still so simple...