.Friday, September 23, 2011 ' 9/23/2011 11:11:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 404:
11.11....
this few days have to go to grandma house everyday...
cause uncle they all are not at home...
left grandma and grandpa...
grandma old already...
so, sometimes, she's a little bit blur..
so have to go over to look after grandpa..
although we thinks that hiring a nurse to stay at their house will be better...
but...
grandpa is very stubborn...
he says that he feels alright..
so he don't need anyone to help...
we know the consequences..
just that no one dares to tell him the truth...
the malay uncle's son that's staying next to grandpa when he's admitted to hospital said that...
grandpa looks alright...
maybe it's because of use...
going down everyday to accompany him...
talking to him...
cheering him up...
it's just that he's not around the first few days...
the morphine that the doc prescribe for him make him sleep the whole day...
i remember saying that i don't like to go hospital..
because it's troublesome...
but now, even it's troublesome...
i'll still go down everyday...
because we know grandpa feels better seeing us...
he'll be happy seeing us quarreling...arguing...and complaining...
人生最大的改变就是变了
.Tuesday, September 20, 2011 ' 9/20/2011 09:45:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 403:
why must you people start concerning about other people when you all know that things are serious?
even if it's not serious...
don't you think that it's part of your duty??
if this continues...
one day...you all will regret....
had a dream last night...
inside the dream..i saw a few familiar faces...
so....
i went to look through my primary school class photo..
guess what??
there's a alot of ppl that i cant rmb their name...
some i don't even remember their existence..
i feel so bad...
maybe because what i always recall is only part of the memory i have...
the things that you remembered...
may not be the facts...
.Wednesday, September 14, 2011 ' 9/14/2011 12:22:00 AM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 402:
well~
somehow...i think that i rejected the show for this week is correct...
too many things going on...
my sis and i was so tired that we fall asleep on each other during the journey back home today...
每天就像是赚了一天
有时候，真的觉得自己太傻了
这个世界上是没有谁没了谁就不行
太习惯赚牛角尖
所以才会活得那么辛苦吧
sometimes, i wonder when will he realize his mistake...
whenever i thought that he realize his mistake..and thought that he's going to change..
everything went back to normal...
is not that everyone has high hopes on him...
he's the eldest among us...
but he's the one that grandpa worried the most...
when he came to visit grandpa the past few days...
is like he's totally a different person...
but...i guess...this won't last long...just like the previous time...
我有多希望你能在这边。
至少，陪在我身边。
听我发发牢骚我也会很开心。
.Saturday, September 10, 2011 ' 9/10/2011 11:50:00 PM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 401:
i've realized that i got SGH blk 1-7 map right inside me head...
and i don't like this feeling...
at all...
i would rather get lost inside than knowing where i should walk to get to the place that i want to go...
life is full of surprises...
one minute you may think that every good thing in the world had happen in your life..
and the very next minute, you'll realized there's a price to pay for every good thing that you've encounter...
oh well...
if that's the case, i would rather use 'shock' than 'surprise'
最近感触很深。
有人，喜欢把爱情比喻成食物。
看到，会想要吃。
有人，喜欢把爱情当做泥沼。
会越陷越深。
有人，喜欢把爱情比喻成水。
不是有情饮水饱。
而是，你一跌进水里， 你肯定会湿。
如果你想离开“水”，你得等到自己全身干了才会离开。
就像是失恋的人，要忘记爱情带给自己的伤，只能靠时间来癒合。
而我呢？
我想了很久。
还是得不到答案。
所以我翻了翻以前我曾经写过的东西。
连我自己也给忘了。
我曾经比喻爱情为 “路”。
为什么呢？
因为，在爱情里总有人的步伐比较快，比较慢。
有的人，会希望自己能加快自己的步伐，赶得上自己在意的人。
有的人，会想放慢步伐，让自己在意的人赶上。在放慢的同时，看见对方的努力。
而有的人，会选着和自己步伐相近的人一起走。舒舒服服的享受沿途的风景。
每个人都有不一样的见解。
你的是什么呢？
.Thursday, September 01, 2011 ' 9/01/2011 12:29:00 AM Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
lost dairy chpt 400:
was reading my dairy just now...
haha...
reminds me of alot of things...
primary school and secondary...
every details that i've written down to remember...
haha..the most funny thing is..
i cant remember where i kept my keys...
i have to search high and low to find it...
haha...
i used to keep it at a place whereby i won't have a chance to remind myself..
but now...
reading it....
makes me wonder..
how are the ppl that used to fill up every single page of my dairy??
are they happy??
do they still remember me??
was looking through my past status on fb...
and also the comments that my friends commented...
i felt that...
i was so fortunate...
there's always this person to cheer me up...
haha...although the person is no longer there for me...
but, while i'm reading...
i still feel very grateful to that person...
know that person through attachment...
because that person is always there...
and i know is wrong to keep that person by my side...
so, i've used to wrong method to push him away...
i throw temper on him...
try not to reply his message very quickly till i forgot to reply him...
i'm really feel very sorry towards him...
but...luckily, he's attach now...
and i can see how happy he is...
as a friend...i'll be there for him like he how he treated me..
just like his previous relationship is not good...
i feel so heart wrenching...
is not that i'm in love with him or what...
is just that..i know how good he is...
and i feel that he deserve a better person to be with him...
and now, having some one he really likes to be with him...
i feel really very happy for him...
maybe it's because the way i treated him last time...
i felt guilt towards him...
so, i guess...no matter what happen to him..
i'll always be there for him...
it's a promise...
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