was reading my dairy just now...

haha...

reminds me of alot of things...

primary school and secondary...

every details that i've written down to remember...

haha..the most funny thing is..

i cant remember where i kept my keys...

i have to search high and low to find it...

haha...

i used to keep it at a place whereby i won't have a chance to remind myself..

but now...

reading it....

makes me wonder..

how are the ppl that used to fill up every single page of my dairy??

are they happy??

do they still remember me??

was looking through my past status on fb...

and also the comments that my friends commented...

i felt that...

i was so fortunate...

there's always this person to cheer me up...

haha...although the person is no longer there for me...

but, while i'm reading...

i still feel very grateful to that person...

know that person through attachment...

because that person is always there...

and i know is wrong to keep that person by my side...

so, i've used to wrong method to push him away...

i throw temper on him...

try not to reply his message very quickly till i forgot to reply him...

i'm really feel very sorry towards him...

but...luckily, he's attach now...

and i can see how happy he is...

as a friend...i'll be there for him like he how he treated me..

just like his previous relationship is not good...

i feel so heart wrenching...

is not that i'm in love with him or what...

is just that..i know how good he is...

and i feel that he deserve a better person to be with him...

and now, having some one he really likes to be with him...

i feel really very happy for him...

maybe it's because the way i treated him last time...

i felt guilt towards him...

so, i guess...no matter what happen to him..

i'll always be there for him...

it's a promise...